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¨¨,«^^&£@#         internal visionary state         #@£&^^«,¨¨
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¨¨,«^^&£@# i  wake   suddenly,  and  for  a  second #@£&^^«,¨¨
¨,«^^&£@## everything  is completely calm and  dead ##@£&^^«,¨
¨¨,«^^&£@# silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i #@£&^^«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«^^&£@ slowly  start   to  piece   together  my @£&^^«,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,«^^&£        consciousness and my body.        £&^^«,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,«^^&                                          &^^«,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,«^^ then  the  fear  hits   me  and  i  feel ^^«,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«^   acutely sick. something is «wrong«.    ^«,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨,«^^& there are circles and crosses  inscribed &^^«,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,«^^&£ all over my vision,  pressing  in, being £&^^«,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨,«^^&£@ almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, @£&^^«,¨¨¨
¨¨,«^^&£@#    their internal logic changing and     #@£&^^«,¨¨
¨,«^^&£@## grinding trenches in  my mind. it's like ##@£&^^«,¨
¨¨,«^^&£@# language,  sentences i can't hide  from, #@£&^^«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«^^&£@ forcefully transcribed  in my mind,  and @£&^^«,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,«^^&£            doing damage there.           £&^^«,¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨,«^^ then  i realize  i  can't  hear anything ^^«,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«^     because there's something there      ^«,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«    already, droning everything out, a    «,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«^ rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's ^«,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,«^^        particular microtonality.         ^^«,¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨,«^^&£@# my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's #@£&^^«,¨¨
¨,«^^&£@##             almost mocking.              ##@£&^^«,¨
¨¨,«^^&£@#                                          #@£&^^«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«^^&£@ i  feel  helpless,  but  i must  try  to @£&^^«,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,«^^&£ escape.  to crawl on the floor searching £&^^«,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,«^^& relief,  such is my nature. turning  the &^^«,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,«^^    lights on does nothing... getting     ^^«,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«^  outside does nothing... drinking water  ^«,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,« does  noting...  but  time  does - after «,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«^     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ^«,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,«^^ doubting  anything  of  this happened in ^^«,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,«^^&             the first place.             &^^«,¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨,«^^&£@ my eyes are still tense  though, scared. @£&^^«,¨¨¨
¨¨,«^^&£@# i    don't    know   what    to    make. #@£&^^«,¨¨
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¨¨,«^^&£@#              but i'm tired.              #@£&^^«,¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,« this can happen if  you wander  too far, «,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«^ i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be so  reckless ^«,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,«^^              when dreaming?              ^^«,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,«^^& i  imagine  a  prick on the nose, that's &^^«,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,«^^&£ what these are. like you do  with  a cat £&^^«,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨,«^^&£@ who comes to close  to  your sandwich... @£&^^«,¨¨¨
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