växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?