växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?