växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?