växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?