växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?