växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?