växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?