växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?