växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?