växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?