växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
              doesn't matter?