växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?