växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?