växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?