växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?