växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?