växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know how  i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?