växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?