växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?