växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?