växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?