växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?