växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?