växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?