växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?