växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?