växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?