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&..&..&.&& ok this is so  weird  for  me,  hold  on ...&&&....
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..&..&..&. i'm in  a funnel,  i'm in one  of  those .....&&&..
...&..&...      speed meter things, i'm zooming     &....&.&&.
....&..&..     through, never reaching the end      .&.....&&&
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&&....&..& and  now  the wind is consciousness  and &..&.....&
.&&....&.. the funnel is my  body - when i'm inside &&..&....&
.&&&....&. i  fail to  see that  i'm all  the  same .&&..&....
.&.&&....&          thing, we're the same           .&&&..&...
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...&.&&... one  winter  day  i  think  year  twenty ...&&&..&.
.....&&&.. eleven or maybe earlier,  possibly  much &..&.&&..&
&....&.&&. earlier, i walked  out alone on the lake .&...&&&..
.&.....&&& following   a   fox   trail,    a   thin ..&..&.&&.
..&....&.& snow-covered  ice,  a  stupid girl,  and ...&...&&&
&..&.....& the fox wraps  his tail around  me, it's ....&..&.&
&&..&....& impossibly large,  and  i'm burrowed, it .....&...&
.&&..&....       feels nice, and that's that        ......&..&
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