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¤¤¤¤¤¤..¤¤ ..¤¤¤¤....
.¤¤¤¤....¤ WAYS ~ TO ~ REACH ¤..¤¤..¤¤.
..¤¤..¤¤.. ALTERNATIVE ~ STATES ..........
¤........¤ OF ~ MIND .¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤
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...¤¤¤¤... .%. ...¤¤¤¤¤¤.
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¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤.. @@ NOT EATING .... ¤¤¤¤....¤¤
¤¤¤¤¤¤¤... ¤¤¤..¤¤..¤
¤¤¤¤¤¤..¤¤ IF IM NOT EATING FOR A LONG TIME (LIKE ¤¤........
.¤¤¤¤....¤ A DAY) I GET LIGHT HEADED AND DUMB, BUT ...¤¤¤¤¤¤.
..¤¤..¤¤.. IN A SPEEDY GLITCHY WAY ¤¤..¤¤¤¤..
¤........¤ ¤....¤¤..¤
..¤¤¤¤¤¤.. @@ NOT SLEEPING .... ..¤¤......
¤..¤¤¤¤... .....¤¤¤¤¤
....¤¤..¤¤ IF I DONT GET ANY SLEEP I BECOME VERY ¤¤¤¤..¤¤¤¤
.¤¤....... VERY SLOW AND SAD ¤¤¤....¤¤.
....¤¤¤¤¤¤ ¤¤..¤¤....
¤¤¤..¤¤¤¤. @@ WAKING UP EARLY IN THE MORNING .... .......¤¤¤
¤¤....¤¤.. ¤¤¤¤¤¤..¤¤
¤..¤¤..... THIS MAKES ME VERY DREAMY IN THAT I ¤¤¤¤¤....¤
......¤¤¤¤ DAYDREAM VIVIDLY AND ERRATICALLY, ALSO ¤¤¤¤..¤¤..
¤¤¤¤¤..¤¤. I FEEL GENERALLY KIND OF OKAY :) ¤¤¤......¤
¤¤¤¤...... ¤¤..¤¤¤¤..
.¤¤..¤¤¤¤. @@ GETTING RID OF PAIN .... .....¤¤...
......¤¤.. ¤¤¤¤....¤¤
.¤¤¤¤..... IF I AM IN PAIN AND THEN SUDDENLY NOT, .¤¤..¤¤...
..¤¤..¤¤¤¤ I FEEL VERY SOOTHED AND SLEEPY IN A ........¤¤
.......¤¤. NON-INTRUSIVE WAY. ¤¤¤¤¤¤¤...
¤¤¤¤¤¤.... ¤¤¤¤¤¤..¤¤
¤¤¤¤¤..¤¤¤ @@ WORKING OUT .... .¤¤¤¤....¤
¤¤¤¤....¤¤ ..¤¤..¤¤..
.¤¤..¤¤... MAKES ME SILENT AND DREAMY AND.. ¤.........
........¤¤ GRATEFUL? SLOWS MY BREATHING AND BRINGS ..¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤
.¤¤¤¤¤¤..¤ A SMILE. ...¤¤¤¤¤¤.
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