växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?