växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?