växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?