växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?