växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?