växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?