växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?