växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?