växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?