växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?