växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?