växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?