växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?