växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?