växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?