växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?