växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?