växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?