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@@,@,@@@@,         internal visionary state         @,,@,@@@@@
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,,@,,,@,,@            the spirit travels            @,@@,,@,,,
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@@@@,,,,,@                  a cost                  ,,@@@@,@@,
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,@,@,,,,@@ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for   a  second ,,@@,,,@,@
@@@@@,,,@, everything  is completely calm and  dead ,,@,@,,@@@
,,,,,@,,@@ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,@@@@,@,,
,,,,,@@,@, slowly  start   to   piece  together  my @,@,,,@@@,
,,,,,@,@@@        consciousness and my body.        @@@@,,@,,@
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,@,,,@,,@, then  the  fear  hits  me  and  i   feel @,,,@@@,@@
@@@,,@@,@@   acutely sick. something is «wrong«.    @@,,@,,@@,
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@,,,@,,,@, there are circles  and crosses inscribed ,,,,,@,@,,
@@,,@@,,@@ all over my  vision, pressing  in, being @,,,,@@@@,
@,@,@,@,@, almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, ,@,,,@,,,@
,@@@@@@@@@    their internal logic changing and     ,@@,,@@,,@
@@,,,,,,,, grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like @@,@,@,@,@
,,@,,,,,,, language,  sentences i can't  hide from, @,@@@@@@@@
@,@@,,,,,, forcefully transcribed in  my mind,  and ,@@,,,,,,,
@@@,@,,,,,           doing damage there.            @@,@,,,,,,
@,,@@@,,,,                                          ,,@@@,,,,,
@@,@,,@,,, then  i  realize  i  can't hear anything @,@,,@,,,,
@,@@@,@@,,      because there's something there     @@@@,@@,,,
@@@,,@@,@,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,,,@@,@,,
@,,@,@,@@@ rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's @,,,@,@@@,
@@,@@@@@,,         particular microtonality.        @@,,@@@,,@
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,@,,,,@,@@ my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's ,@@,,,@,@,
,@@,,,@@@,              almost mocking.             ,@,@,,@@@@
@@,@,,@,,@                                          @@@@@,@,,,
@,@@@,@@,@ i  feel helpless,  but  i  must  try  to @,,,,@@@,,
@@@,,@@,@@ escape. to crawl on the floor  searching @@,,,@,,@,
@,,@,@,@@, relief,  such is my nature.  turning the ,,@,,@@,@@
,@,@@@@@,@     lights on does nothing... getting    ,,@@,@,@@,
,@@@,,,,@@  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,@,@@@@,@
@@,,@,,,@, does  noting... but time  does  -  after @,@@@,,,@@
,,@,@@,,@@     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     @@@,,@,,@,
,,@@@,@,@, doubting  anything  of  this happened in ,,,@,@@,@@
@,@,,@@@@@             the first place.             ,,,@@@,@@,
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,,,,@@@,,, my eyes are  still tense though, scared. @,,@@,@,@@
@,,,@,,@,, i    don't   know    what    to    make. ,@,@,@@@@,
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,,@,@,@@,@              but i'm tired.              ,@,,,,@,,@
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@@,@,,,@,@                  ,,«†«,,                 ,@@@@,@@@,
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@@,@,@@@@, this can  happen if you wander too  far, @,,@,@@@@@
,,@@@@,,,@ i  guess?  i shouldn't  be  so  reckless @@,@@@,,,,
,,@,,,@,,@              when dreaming?              @,@@,,@,,,
,,@@,,@@,@ i  imagine  a prick on the  nose, that's ,@@,@,@@,,
,,@,@,@,@@ what  these are. like you do with a  cat @@,@@@@,@,
,,@@@@@@@, who  comes to close  to your sandwich... ,,@@,,,@@@
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