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,,,,,.~§¤¤ ,,,..~$@ dreams @$~..,,, ¤¤§~.,,,,,
,,,,..^^$¶ ,.^$¶@####@¶$^., ¶$^^..,,,,
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,.~^§$¤@## ,., ##@¤$§^~.,
,.~^§¤¶@## ,§¤@#@¤§, ##@¶¤§^~.,
,.^§$¤¶@## ,., ##@¶¤$§^.,
,.~^§$¤¶@# #@¶¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¶@## internal visionary state ##@¶$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤¶¶@ @¶¶¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤¶@# the spirit travels #@¶¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤¤¤¶ ¶¤¤¤$§^~.,
,.~^^^§$¤@ ,.^$¶@####@¶$^., @¤$§^^^~.,
,,,,,~§$¶@ ,~, @¶$§~,,,,,
,.~^§$¤¶@@ @@¶¤$§^~.,
,,,,.^§§$¶ a cost ¶$§§^.,,,,
,.~^§$¤@## (anecdote) ##@¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤¶@# #@¶¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤¶@# .. #@¶¤$§^~.,
,,,.~^$$¤¤ ¤¤$$^~.,,,
,.~^§$¤¶@# i wake suddenly, and for a second #@¶¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¶@## everything is completely calm and dead ##@¶$§^~.,
,,,,,~§§$¶ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ¶$§§~,,,,,
,,,,,~§§$¶ slowly start to piece together my ¶$§§~,,,,,
,..~~~^§$¶ consciousness and my body. ¶$§^~~~..,
,.~^§$¤@## ##@¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤¶@# then the fear hits me and i feel #@¶¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤¶@@ acutely sick. something is ~wrong~. @@¶¤$§^~.,
,,,,.~§¤¤¶ ¶¤¤§~.,,,,
,.^§$¤¶@## ,, ##@¶¤$§^.,
,,,,,,~§¤¤ ¤¤§~,,,,,,
,,,..~§$¤@ there are circles and crosses inscribed @¤$§~..,,,
,.~^§$¤¶@# all over my vision, pressing in, being #@¶¤$§^~.,
,,,,~^$$$¤ almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ¤$$$^~,,,,
,,,,,,~^$¤ their internal logic changing and ¤$^~,,,,,,
,.~^§$¤¶@# grinding trenches in my mind. it's like #@¶¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤¶@# language, sentences i can't hide from, #@¶¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¶@## forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ##@¶$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤¶@@ doing damage there. @@¶¤$§^~.,
,,,,,,~§$¤ ¤$§~,,,,,,
,,,,~~~§$¤ then i realize i can't hear anything ¤$§~~~,,,,
,.~^§$¤¶@@ because there's something there @@¶¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤¶@# already, droning everything out, a #@¶¤$§^~.,
,,,,.~^§$¤ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ¤$§^~.,,,,
,,,,,~^§$¶ particular microtonality. ¶$§^~,,,,,
,,,,.~^$¤¤ ¤¤$^~.,,,,
,,,,..^$¤¤ .. ¤¤$^..,,,,
,,,,,~§¤¤¤ ¤¤¤§~,,,,,
,,,,,,~§¤@ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's @¤§~,,,,,,
,.~^§$¤¶@# almost mocking. #@¶¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤¶@# #@¶¤$§^~.,
,,,.~^^§$¶ i feel helpless, but i must try to ¶$§^^~.,,,
,,,,.^§$¤¶ escape. to crawl on the floor searching ¶¤$§^.,,,,
,.~^§$¶@## relief, such is my nature. turning the ##@¶$§^~.,
,,,,,.^^$¶ lights on does nothing... getting ¶$^^.,,,,,
,.~^§$¤¤¤¤ outside does nothing... drinking water ¤¤¤¤$§^~.,
,,,,,.^$¤¤ does noting... but time does - after ¤¤$^.,,,,,
,.~^§$¤¤¤¤ thirty seconds i'm normal again, ¤¤¤¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤¶## doubting anything of this happened in ##¶¤$§^~.,
,.~^§§§¤¤¶ the first place. ¶¤¤§§§^~.,
,.~^§$¤¶@@ @@¶¤$§^~.,
,,,,,,.^$¤ my eyes are still tense though, scared. ¤$^.,,,,,,
,~^§$¤¶@## i don't know what to make. ##@¶¤$§^~,
,,,..~~§¤@ @¤§~~..,,,
,,,,~~~§§¤ but i'm tired. ¤§§~~~,,,,
,.~^§$¶@## ##@¶$§^~.,
,,,,.^^§$¤ , ¤$§^^.,,,,
,.~^§$¤¶@# ..~^~.. #@¶¤$§^~.,
,.~^§§$¤¤¤ , ¤¤¤$§§^~.,
,,,~~§§$¶¶ ¶¶$§§~~,,,
,.~^§$$$$¤ this can happen if you wander too far, ¤$$$$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤@## i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ##@¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤¶¶¶ when dreaming? ¶¶¶¤$§^~.,
,.~^§$¤@## i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ##@¤$§^~.,
,,,,,..^§¤ what these are. like you do with a cat ¤§^..,,,,,
,.~^§$¤¶@@ who comes to close to your sandwich... @@¶¤$§^~.,
,.~§$¤¶@## ##@¶¤$§~.,
,,.~^^§§$¤ ¤$§§^^~.,,
,.~^§$¤¶@# #@¶¤$§^~.,
,,,,.~^$¤@ @¤$^~.,,,,
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