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,,,,§,§§,§         ,,,::=§# dreams #§=::,,,         §§§,,,,§,,
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,,§,,,,,§§                ,=§###§=,                 ,§,,§,§§,,
,,,§,,,,§§                    ,:,                   ,,§,,,§§§,
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§,,,,§,,,,         internal visionary state         ,,,,§,,,§§
§§,,,,§,,,                                          ,,,,,§,,§,
§§§,,,,§,,            the spirit travels            ,,,,,,§,,,
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,,§§§,,,,§             ,:†§########§†:,             §,,,,,,,§,
,,§,§§,,,,                    ,=,                   §§,,,,,,,§
§,,,§§§,,,                                          §§§,,,,,,,
,§,,§,§§,,                  a cost                  §,§§,,,,,,
,,§,,,§§§,                (anecdote)                ,,§§§,,,,,
,,,§,,§,§§                                          ,,§,§§,,,,
,,,,§,,,§§                    ::                    ,,,,§§§,,,
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,,,,,,§,,, i  wake   suddenly,  and  for  a  second ,§,,,,§§§,
,,,,,,,§,, everything  is completely  calm and dead ,,§,,,§,§§
§,,,,,,,§, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,,§,,,,§§
§§,,,,,,,§ slowly  start  to   piece   together  my ,,,,§,,,§,
§§§,,,,,,,        consciousness and my body.        §,,,,§,,,,
§,§§,,,,,,                                          §§,,,,§,,,
,,§§§,,,,, then   the  fear  hits  me  and  i  feel §§§,,,,§,,
,,§,§§,,,,    acutely sick. something is =wrong=.   §,§§,,,,§,
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§,,,§,§§,,                    ,,                    ,,§,§§,,,,
,§,,,,§§§,                                          §,,,§§§,,,
,,§,,,§,§§ there  are circles and crosses inscribed §§,,§,§§,,
,,,§,,,,§§ all over my vision, pressing  in,  being ,§§,,,§§§,
,,,,§,,,§, almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, ,§§§,,§,§§
§,,,,§,,,,    their internal logic changing and     ,§,§§,,,§§
§§,,,,§,,, grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like ,,,§§§,,§,
§§§,,,,§,, language, sentences i  can't  hide from, §,,§,§§,,,
§,§§,,,,§, forcefully transcribed in  my mind,  and §§,,,§§§,,
,,§§§,,,,§            doing damage there.           §§§,,§,§§,
,,§,§§,,,,                                          §,§§,,,§§§
§,,,§§§,,, then i realize  i  can't  hear  anything ,,§§§,,§,§
§§,,§,§§,,      because there's something there     ,,§,§§,,,§
,§§,,,§§§,    already, droning everything out, a    §,,,§§§,,§
,§§§,,§,§§ rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's §§,,§,§§,,
,§,§§,,,§§        particular microtonality.         ,§§,,,§§§,
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§,,§,§§,,,                    ::                    ,§,§§,,,§§
§§,,,§§§,,                                          ,,,§§§,,§,
§§§,,§,§§, my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's §,,§,§§,,,
§,§§,,,§§§             almost mocking.              §§,,,§§§,,
,,§§§,,§,§                                          §§§,,§,§§,
,,§,§§,,,§ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must try  to §,§§,,,§§§
§,,,§§§,,§ escape. to crawl  on the floor searching ,,§§§,,§,§
§§,,§,§§,, relief, such is  my nature. turning  the ,,§,§§,,,§
,§§,,,§§§,     lights on does nothing... getting    ,,,,§§§,,§
,§§§,,§,§§  outside does nothing... drinking water  §,,,§,§§,,
,§,§§,,,§§ does  noting... but  time  does -  after ,§,,,,§§§,
,,,§§§,,§,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,,§,,,§,§§
§,,§,§§,,, doubting  anything  of this happened  in ,,,§,,,,§§
§§,,,§§§,,             the first place.             ,,,,§,,,§,
§§§,,§,§§,                                          §,,,,§,,,,
§,§§,,,§§§ my eyes are still tense  though, scared. §§,,,,§,,,
,,§§§,,§,§ i   don't    know    what    to    make. §§§,,,,§,,
,,§,§§,,,§                                          §,§§,,,,§,
,,,,§§§,,§              but i'm tired.              ,,§§§,,,,§
§,,,§,§§,,                                          ,,§,§§,,,,
,§,,,,§§§,                     ,                    §,,,§§§,,,
,,§,,,§,§§                 ::=†=::                  ,§,,§,§§,,
,,,§,,,,§§                    ,                     ,,§,,,§§§,
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§,,,,§,,,, this can happen if you wander  too  far, ,,,,§,,,§§
§§,,,,§,,, i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,,,,,§,,§,
§§§,,,,§,,              when dreaming?              ,,,,,,§,,,
§,§§,,,,§, i imagine a prick on  the  nose,  that's ,,,,,,,§,,
,,§§§,,,,§ what these are.  like  you do with a cat §,,,,,,,§,
,,§,§§,,,, who  comes to close to  your sandwich... §§,,,,,,,§
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