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¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, ,,*#*,, ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, ,::*#@####@#*::, ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, ,,,::~*@ dreams @*~::,,, ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, ,::*#@####@#*::, ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
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¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, ,:, ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
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¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, internal visionary state ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
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¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, the spirit travels ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
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¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, ,::*#@####@#*::, ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
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¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, a cost ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, (anecdote) ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
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¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, :: ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
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¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, i wake suddenly, and for a second ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, everything is completely calm and dead ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, slowly start to piece together my ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, consciousness and my body. ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, then the fear hits me and i feel ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, acutely sick. something is ~wrong~. ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
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¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, there are circles and crosses inscribed ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, all over my vision, pressing in, being ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, their internal logic changing and ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, language, sentences i can't hide from, ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, doing damage there. ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, then i realize i can't hear anything ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, because there's something there ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, already, droning everything out, a ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, particular microtonality. ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
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¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, almost mocking. ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, i feel helpless, but i must try to ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, escape. to crawl on the floor searching ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, relief, such is my nature. turning the ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, lights on does nothing... getting ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, outside does nothing... drinking water ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, does noting... but time does - after ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, thirty seconds i'm normal again, ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, doubting anything of this happened in ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, the first place. ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, my eyes are still tense though, scared. ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, i don't know what to make. ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, but i'm tired. ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
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¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, ::~:~:: ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, , ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
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¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, this can happen if you wander too far, ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, when dreaming? ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, what these are. like you do with a cat ¤¤,,¤,,¤,,
¤,¤,¤,¤,¤, who comes to close to your sandwich... ,¤,¤¤,¤¤,¤
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