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...:«/^*¤# The Spirit Travels #¤*^/«:...
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.......... I Wake Suddenly, And For A Second ..........
.......... Everything Is Completely Calm And Dead ..........
.......... Silent. It'S Dark, And Warm, And I ..........
.......... Slowly Start To Piece Together My ..........
.......... Consciousness And My Body. ..........
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.........: Then The Fear Hits Me And I Feel :.........
........:« Acutely Sick. Something Is «Wrong«. «:........
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....:«/^*¤ There Are Circles And Crosses Inscribed ¤*^/«:....
...:«/^*¤# All Over My Vision, Pressing In, Being #¤*^/«:...
..:«/^*¤## Almost Hostile. I Can Feel Them Squirm, ##¤*^/«:..
.:«/^*¤### Their Internal Logic Changing And ###¤*^/«:.
..:«/^*¤## Grinding Trenches In My Mind. It'S Like ##¤*^/«:..
...:«/^*¤# Language, Sentences I Can'T Hide From, #¤*^/«:...
....:«/^*¤ Forcefully Transcribed In My Mind, And ¤*^/«:....
.....:«/^* Doing Damage There. *^/«:.....
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.......:«/ Then I Realize I Can'T Hear Anything /«:.......
........:« Because There'S Something There «:........
.........: Already, Droning Everything Out, A :.........
.......... Rapid Melody, Almost Caustic In It'S ..........
.......... Particular Microtonality. ..........
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.......... My Surroundings Are Entirely Calm. It'S ..........
.......... Almost Mocking. ..........
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.......... I Feel Helpless, But I Must Try To ..........
.........: Escape. To Crawl On The Floor Searching :.........
........:« Relief, Such Is My Nature. Turning The «:........
.......:«/ Lights On Does Nothing... Getting /«:.......
......:«/^ Outside Does Nothing... Drinking Water ^/«:......
.....:«/^* Does Noting... But Time Does - After *^/«:.....
....:«/^*¤ Thirty Seconds I'M Normal Again, ¤*^/«:....
...:«/^*¤# Doubting Anything Of This Happened In #¤*^/«:...
..:«/^*¤## The First Place. ##¤*^/«:..
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..:«/^*¤## My Eyes Are Still Tense Though, Scared. ##¤*^/«:..
...:«/^*¤# I Don'T Know What To Make. #¤*^/«:...
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.....:«/^* But I'M Tired. *^/«:.....
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.......... This Can Happen If You Wander Too Far, ..........
.......... I Guess? I Shouldn'T Be So Reckless ..........
.......... When Dreaming? ..........
.......... I Imagine A Prick On The Nose, That'S ..........
.......... What These Are. Like You Do With A Cat ..........
.......... Who Comes To Close To Your Sandwich... ..........
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