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¨¨¨,«:§@¤# internal visionary state #¤@§:«,¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨,«:§@ the spirit travels @§:«,¨¨¨¨¨
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¨,«:§@¤### i wake suddenly, and for a second ###¤@§:«,¨
¨¨,«:§@¤## everything is completely calm and dead ##¤@§:«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«:§@¤# silent. it's dark, and warm, and i #¤@§:«,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,«:§@¤ slowly start to piece together my ¤@§:«,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,«:§@ consciousness and my body. @§:«,¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«: then the fear hits me and i feel :«,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,« acutely sick. something is «wrong«. «,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨,«:§@¤ there are circles and crosses inscribed ¤@§:«,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨,«:§@¤# all over my vision, pressing in, being #¤@§:«,¨¨¨
¨¨,«:§@¤## almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ##¤@§:«,¨¨
¨,«:§@¤### their internal logic changing and ###¤@§:«,¨
¨¨,«:§@¤## grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ##¤@§:«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«:§@¤# language, sentences i can't hide from, #¤@§:«,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,«:§@¤ forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ¤@§:«,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,«:§@ doing damage there. @§:«,¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«: then i realize i can't hear anything :«,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,« because there's something there «,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«: already, droning everything out, a :«,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,«:§ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's §:«,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,«:§@ particular microtonality. @§:«,¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨,«:§@¤# ,, #¤@§:«,¨¨¨
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¨,«:§@¤### my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ###¤@§:«,¨
¨¨,«:§@¤## almost mocking. ##¤@§:«,¨¨
¨¨¨,«:§@¤# #¤@§:«,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,«:§@¤ i feel helpless, but i must try to ¤@§:«,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,«:§@ escape. to crawl on the floor searching @§:«,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,«:§ relief, such is my nature. turning the §:«,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«: lights on does nothing... getting :«,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,« outside does nothing... drinking water «,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«: does noting... but time does - after :«,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,«:§ thirty seconds i'm normal again, §:«,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,«:§@ doubting anything of this happened in @§:«,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,«:§@¤ the first place. ¤@§:«,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨,«:§@¤# #¤@§:«,¨¨¨
¨¨,«:§@¤## my eyes are still tense though, scared. ##¤@§:«,¨¨
¨,«:§@¤### i don't know what to make. ###¤@§:«,¨
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¨¨¨,«:§@¤# but i'm tired. #¤@§:«,¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,«: this can happen if you wander too far, :«,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,«:§ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless §:«,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨,«:§@ when dreaming? @§:«,¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,«:§@¤ i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ¤@§:«,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨,«:§@¤# what these are. like you do with a cat #¤@§:«,¨¨¨
¨¨,«:§@¤## who comes to close to your sandwich... ##¤@§:«,¨¨
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