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,&&,&&,&,& Everything Is Completely Calm And Dead ,&,&,&,&,&
,,&,,&,&,& Silent. It'S Dark, And Warm, And I ,&,&,&,&,&
,&&,&&,&,& Slowly Start To Piece Together My ,&,&,&,&,&
,,&,,&,&,& Consciousness And My Body. ,&,&,&,&,&
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,,&,,&,&,& Then The Fear Hits Me And I Feel ,&,&,&,&,&
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,&&,&&,&,& Almost Hostile. I Can Feel Them Squirm, ,&,&,&,&,&
,,&,,&,&,& Their Internal Logic Changing And ,&,&,&,&,&
,&&,&&,&,& Grinding Trenches In My Mind. It'S Like ,&,&,&,&,&
,,&,,&,&,& Language, Sentences I Can'T Hide From, ,&,&,&,&,&
,&&,&&,&,& Forcefully Transcribed In My Mind, And ,&,&,&,&,&
,,&,,&,&,& Doing Damage There. ,&,&,&,&,&
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,,&,,&,&,& Then I Realize I Can'T Hear Anything ,&,&,&,&,&
,&&,&&,&,& Because There'S Something There ,&,&,&,&,&
,,&,,&,&,& Already, Droning Everything Out, A ,&,&,&,&,&
,&&,&&,&,& Rapid Melody, Almost Caustic In It'S ,&,&,&,&,&
,,&,,&,&,& Particular Microtonality. ,&,&,&,&,&
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,,&,,&,&,& My Surroundings Are Entirely Calm. It'S ,&,&,&,&,&
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,&&,&&,&,& I Feel Helpless, But I Must Try To ,&,&,&,&,&
,,&,,&,&,& Escape. To Crawl On The Floor Searching ,&,&,&,&,&
,&&,&&,&,& Relief, Such Is My Nature. Turning The ,&,&,&,&,&
,,&,,&,&,& Lights On Does Nothing... Getting ,&,&,&,&,&
,&&,&&,&,& Outside Does Nothing... Drinking Water ,&,&,&,&,&
,,&,,&,&,& Does Noting... But Time Does - After ,&,&,&,&,&
,&&,&&,&,& Thirty Seconds I'M Normal Again, ,&,&,&,&,&
,,&,,&,&,& Doubting Anything Of This Happened In ,&,&,&,&,&
,&&,&&,&,& The First Place. ,&,&,&,&,&
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,&&,&&,&,& My Eyes Are Still Tense Though, Scared. ,&,&,&,&,&
,,&,,&,&,& I Don'T Know What To Make. ,&,&,&,&,&
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,&&,&&,&,& I Guess? I Shouldn'T Be So Reckless ,&,&,&,&,&
,,&,,&,&,& When Dreaming? ,&,&,&,&,&
,&&,&&,&,& I Imagine A Prick On The Nose, That'S ,&,&,&,&,&
,,&,,&,&,& What These Are. Like You Do With A Cat ,&,&,&,&,&
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