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¨¨¨¨¨~=^%$         internal visionary state         $%^=~¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~=^            the spirit travels            ^=~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨~=^%$ i  wake   suddenly,  and  for  a  second $%^=~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~=^% everything is  completely calm  and dead %^=~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~=^ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ^=~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~=^% slowly  start  to   piece  together   my %^=~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~=^%$        consciousness and my body.        $%^=~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~=^%$&                                          &$%^=~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~=^%$&# then  the  fear   hits  me  and  i  feel #&$%^=~¨¨¨
¨¨~=^%$&##    acutely sick. something is =wrong=.   ##&$%^=~¨¨
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¨¨¨¨~=^%$& there are  circles and crosses inscribed &$%^=~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~=^%$ all over  my vision, pressing  in, being $%^=~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~=^% almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, %^=~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~=^    their internal logic changing and     ^=~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~=^% grinding trenches in my mind.  it's like %^=~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~=^%$ language, sentences i can't  hide  from, $%^=~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~=^%$& forcefully transcribed in my  mind,  and &$%^=~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~=^%$&#            doing damage there.           #&$%^=~¨¨¨
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¨~=^%$&### then i  realize  i  can't  hear anything ###&$%^=~¨
¨¨~=^%$&##      because there's something there     ##&$%^=~¨¨
¨¨¨~=^%$&#    already, droning everything out, a    #&$%^=~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~=^%$& rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's &$%^=~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~=^%$         particular microtonality.        $%^=~¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨~=^%$ my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's $%^=~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~=^%$&              almost mocking.             &$%^=~¨¨¨¨
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¨¨~=^%$&## i  feel  helpless,  but i  must  try  to ##&$%^=~¨¨
¨~=^%$&### escape. to crawl  on the floor searching ###&$%^=~¨
¨¨~=^%$&## relief,  such is my  nature. turning the ##&$%^=~¨¨
¨¨¨~=^%$&#    lights on does nothing... getting     #&$%^=~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~=^%$&  outside does nothing... drinking water  &$%^=~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~=^%$ does  noting...  but  time does  - after $%^=~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~=^%     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     %^=~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~=^ doubting anything of  this  happened  in ^=~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~=^%             the first place.             %^=~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~=^%$                                          $%^=~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~=^%$& my eyes  are still tense though, scared. &$%^=~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~=^%$&# i    don't    know    what    to   make. #&$%^=~¨¨¨
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¨~=^%$&###              but i'm tired.              ###&$%^=~¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨~=^%                                          %^=~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~=^ this can  happen if  you wander too far, ^=~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~=^% i guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless %^=~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~=^%$              when dreaming?              $%^=~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~=^%$& i  imagine a prick on the  nose,  that's &$%^=~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~=^%$&# what  these are. like you do  with a cat #&$%^=~¨¨¨
¨¨~=^%$&## who  comes to close  to your sandwich... ##&$%^=~¨¨
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