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§£†/~~¨¨¨¨         internal visionary state         ¨¨¨¨~~/†£§
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#@§£†/~~¨¨            the spirit travels            ¨¨~~/†£§@#
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§£†/~~¨¨¨¨ i  wake   suddenly,  and  for  a  second ¨¨¨¨~~/†£§
@§£†/~~¨¨¨ everything  is completely calm and  dead ¨¨¨~~/†£§@
#@§£†/~~¨¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨¨~~/†£§@#
##@§£†/~~¨ slowly  start   to  piece  together   my ¨~~/†£§@##
#@§£†/~~¨¨        consciousness and my body.        ¨¨~~/†£§@#
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§£†/~~¨¨¨¨ then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel ¨¨¨¨~~/†£§
@§£†/~~¨¨¨   acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.    ¨¨¨~~/†£§@
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@§£†/~~¨¨¨ there  are circles and crosses inscribed ¨¨¨~~/†£§@
§£†/~~¨¨¨¨ all over  my vision,  pressing in, being ¨¨¨¨~~/†£§
@§£†/~~¨¨¨ almost hostile.  i can feel them squirm, ¨¨¨~~/†£§@
#@§£†/~~¨¨    their internal logic changing and     ¨¨~~/†£§@#
##@§£†/~~¨ grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like ¨~~/†£§@##
#@§£†/~~¨¨ language, sentences i  can't hide  from, ¨¨~~/†£§@#
@§£†/~~¨¨¨ forcefully  transcribed  in my mind, and ¨¨¨~~/†£§@
§£†/~~¨¨¨¨           doing damage there.            ¨¨¨¨~~/†£§
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#@§£†/~~¨¨ then  i  realize  i can't  hear anything ¨¨~~/†£§@#
##@§£†/~~¨     because there's something there      ¨~~/†£§@##
#@§£†/~~¨¨    already, droning everything out, a    ¨¨~~/†£§@#
@§£†/~~¨¨¨ rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's ¨¨¨~~/†£§@
§£†/~~¨¨¨¨         particular microtonality.        ¨¨¨¨~~/†£§
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#@§£†/~~¨¨ my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's ¨¨~~/†£§@#
@§£†/~~¨¨¨              almost mocking.             ¨¨¨~~/†£§@
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@§£†/~~¨¨¨ i  feel helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ¨¨¨~~/†£§@
#@§£†/~~¨¨ escape.  to crawl on the floor searching ¨¨~~/†£§@#
##@§£†/~~¨ relief,  such is my  nature. turning the ¨~~/†£§@##
#@§£†/~~¨¨    lights on does nothing... getting     ¨¨~~/†£§@#
@§£†/~~¨¨¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨¨¨~~/†£§@
§£†/~~¨¨¨¨ does  noting...  but  time does -  after ¨¨¨¨~~/†£§
@§£†/~~¨¨¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨¨¨~~/†£§@
#@§£†/~~¨¨ doubting  anything  of  this happened in ¨¨~~/†£§@#
##@§£†/~~¨             the first place.             ¨~~/†£§@##
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@§£†/~~¨¨¨ my eyes  are still tense though, scared. ¨¨¨~~/†£§@
§£†/~~¨¨¨¨ i    don't    know   what    to    make. ¨¨¨¨~~/†£§
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#@§£†/~~¨¨              but i'm tired.              ¨¨~~/†£§@#
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#@§£†/~~¨¨ this can happen  if  you wander too far, ¨¨~~/†£§@#
##@§£†/~~¨ i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be so  reckless ¨~~/†£§@##
#@§£†/~~¨¨              when dreaming?              ¨¨~~/†£§@#
@§£†/~~¨¨¨ i  imagine a prick on the  nose,  that's ¨¨¨~~/†£§@
§£†/~~¨¨¨¨ what  these are. like you do  with a cat ¨¨¨¨~~/†£§
@§£†/~~¨¨¨ who comes  to close to  your sandwich... ¨¨¨~~/†£§@
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