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,,,,-**£&&         internal visionary state         &&£**-,,,,
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,,-*†£&###            the spirit travels            ###&£†*-,,
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,,,,-*†££&                  a cost                  &££†*-,,,,
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,,-*†£&### i  wake  suddenly,  and   for  a  second ###&£†*-,,
,,,,,-*†£& everything is  completely calm and  dead &£†*-,,,,,
,,,,,,-†£& silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i &£†-,,,,,,
,,,,***††& slowly  start  to   piece   together  my &††***,,,,
,,-*†£&###        consciousness and my body.        ###&£†*-,,
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,,----*£&& then  the  fear  hits   me  and  i  feel &&£*----,,
,,-*†&####   acutely sick. something is -wrong-.    ####&†*-,,
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,,-*†£&### there are circles  and crosses inscribed ###&£†*-,,
,,-*†£&### all over my vision, pressing  in,  being ###&£†*-,,
,,-***†&&& almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, &&&†***-,,
,,-*†£####    their internal logic changing and     ####£†*-,,
,,-*†£&### grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like ###&£†*-,,
,,,,,-†£&# language,  sentences i  can't hide from, #&£†-,,,,,
,,,,*†££&# forcefully transcribed  in my mind,  and #&££†*,,,,
,,,,,-††&&           doing damage there.            &&††-,,,,,
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,,,-**£&## then  i  realize i  can't  hear anything ##&£**-,,,
,,-*†£&###     because there's something there      ###&£†*-,,
,,,,,,,*£&    already, droning everything out, a    &£*,,,,,,,
,,-*†£&### rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's ###&£†*-,,
,,,,,-†£##         particular microtonality.        ##£†-,,,,,
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,,,,,,,*£& my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's &£*,,,,,,,
,,-*†£&###              almost mocking.             ###&£†*-,,
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,,-*†£&### i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to ###&£†*-,,
,,,,---†£& escape. to crawl on the floor  searching &£†---,,,,
,,,-**††£# relief,  such is my nature. turning  the #£††**-,,,
,,,,,,*†&#    lights on does nothing... getting     #&†*,,,,,,
,,-*†£&###  outside does nothing... drinking water  ###&£†*-,,
,,,,,,-†&# does  noting... but time  does  -  after #&†-,,,,,,
,,-*†£&###     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ###&£†*-,,
,,-*†£&### doubting  anything of  this happened  in ###&£†*-,,
,,,,,,*†&#             the first place.             #&†*,,,,,,
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,,-*†£&### my eyes are  still tense though, scared. ###&£†*-,,
,,-*†£&### i    don't    know    what   to    make. ###&£†*-,,
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,,,,,*†&&#              but i'm tired.              #&&†*,,,,,
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,,-****†£# this can  happen if you  wander too far, #£†****-,,
,,-*†£&### i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be so  reckless ###&£†*-,,
,,,,--*£&#              when dreaming?              #&£*--,,,,
,,-*†£#### i imagine  a  prick on  the nose, that's ####£†*-,,
,,-*†£&### what  these are. like you do  with a cat ###&£†*-,,
,,,,,,,*£# who  comes  to close to your sandwich... #£*,,,,,,,
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