¨§§¨§§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨§§§¨§
§§¨§§¨§§§¨                                          ¨§§¨¨§¨¨§§
¨¨§§¨§§¨¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§§§§§¨§§§
§¨§§§¨§§§§                                          §§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨
§§§¨¨§§¨¨¨                  ¨¨%@%¨¨                 ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨             ¨-=¤@@####@@¤=-¨             ¨¨§§¨¨§§§§
¨§¨§§§§§§¨         ¨¨¨--~¤@ dreams @¤~--¨¨¨         §¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨§             ¨-=¤@@####@@¤=-¨             ¨§§§§§§§¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§                 ¨¨%@%¨¨                  §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨§§¨§§¨¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨§§¨§¨¨§                   ¨-¨                    ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨§§¨§§§¨§                 ¨%§@#@§%¨                ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§
¨§§¨§§¨¨§§                   ¨-¨                    ¨§§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨§¨§§¨§¨§¨                                          §§¨§§¨§¨§§
§§§§¨§§§§§         internal visionary state         §¨§§¨§§§§¨
§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨            the spirit travels            §§¨§§¨§¨¨§
§§§¨§§§§¨¨                                          §¨§§¨§§§¨§
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨             ¨-=¤@@####@@¤=-¨             ¨§§¨§§¨¨§§
§¨¨§¨§¨¨§§                    ¨~¨                   §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§§¨§§§§¨§¨                                          ¨¨§§¨§§§§§
¨¨§§¨¨¨§§§                  a cost                  ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§¨¨§¨¨                (anecdote)                §¨§§§¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§§¨§§¨                                          ¨§§¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§§¨§                    --                    ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨§§¨¨§¨§§                                          §§§§§§§¨§§
§¨§¨§¨§§§¨ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨
§§§§§§§¨¨§ everything  is completely  calm and dead ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§ slowly   start  to  piece  together   my ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨        consciousness and my body.        ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨
§¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨§¨§ then  the  fear   hits  me  and  i  feel §§¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§§¨¨§¨¨§§§   acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.    ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨¨                                          ¨¨§§¨¨¨§§¨
§§§§§¨§§§¨                    ¨¨                    ¨¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§                                          §¨§§§§¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§ there are  circles and crosses inscribed §§§¨¨¨§§¨¨
§§¨¨¨§§§§§ all over  my vision, pressing  in, being §¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨ almost  hostile. i can feel them squirm, §§¨§§¨§§§§
¨§§§¨§§¨¨¨    their internal logic changing and     ¨¨§§¨§§¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§§¨§¨¨ grinding trenches in my mind.  it's like §¨§¨§§¨§¨¨
¨§§¨§¨§§§¨ language,  sentences i can't hide  from, ¨§§§§¨§§§¨
¨§¨§§§§¨¨§ forcefully transcribed  in my  mind, and §§¨¨¨§§¨¨§
§§§§¨¨¨§¨§            doing damage there.           ¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§§                                          ¨¨§§¨§§§§§
§¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨ then  i  realize i  can't hear  anything §¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨§¨§§§¨     because there's something there      ¨§§§§¨§¨¨¨
§¨§¨§§§¨¨§    already, droning everything out, a    §§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
§§§§§¨¨§¨§ rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's §¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨
§¨¨¨¨§¨§§§         particular microtonality.        §§§§¨§§¨§§
¨§¨¨¨§§§¨¨                                          §¨¨¨§§¨§§¨
¨§§¨¨§¨¨§¨                    --                    §§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§§¨§¨§§¨§§                                          §¨§¨§§§¨§§
¨¨§§§§¨§§¨ my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¨§§§§¨¨§§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§§¨§             almost mocking.              §§¨¨¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨¨§¨§§                                          ¨¨§¨¨§§§§§
¨§§¨§¨§§§¨ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must try  to ¨¨§§¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§§§¨¨§ escape. to crawl  on the floor searching §¨§¨§§§¨¨¨
¨§§§¨¨¨§¨§ relief, such is my  nature.  turning the §§§§§¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨§§§    lights on does nothing... getting     §¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨§§¨§§¨§¨¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨§¨¨¨§§§¨§
§§¨§§¨§§§¨ does noting...  but time  does  -  after ¨§§¨¨§¨¨§§
¨¨§§¨§§¨¨§     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨¨§¨§§¨§¨§ doubting anything  of this  happened  in ¨§§§§§¨§§§
§¨§§§¨§§§§             the first place.             §§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨
§§§¨¨§§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ my eyes  are still tense though, scared. ¨¨§§¨¨§§§§
¨§¨§§§§§§¨ i   don't    know    what    to    make. §¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨§§§§§§§¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§              but i'm tired.              §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨§§¨§§¨¨¨§                                          §¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨§§¨§¨¨§                    ¨                     ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨§§¨§§§¨§                  --~=~--                 ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§
¨§§¨§§¨¨§§                     ¨                    ¨§§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨§¨§§¨§¨§¨                                          §§¨§§¨§¨§§
§§§§¨§§§§§ this  can  happen if you wander too far, §¨§§¨§§§§¨
§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨ i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ¨§§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨              when dreaming?              §§¨§§¨§¨¨§
§§§¨§§§§¨¨ i imagine a  prick  on  the nose, that's §¨§§¨§§§¨§
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨ what  these  are. like you do with a cat ¨§§¨§§¨¨§§
§¨¨§¨§¨¨§§ who comes to  close  to your sandwich... §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§§¨§§§§¨§¨                                          ¨¨§§¨§§§§§
¨¨§§¨¨¨§§§                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§¨¨§¨¨                                          §¨§§§¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§§¨§§¨                                          ¨§§¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨§§¨¨§¨§§                                          §§§§§§§¨§§