¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.                                          .¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=                                          =.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*                                          *=.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*%                                          %*=.¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.=*%§                 ¨¨*#*¨¨                  §%*=.¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨.=*%§#             ¨.†%########%†.¨             #§%*=.¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨.=*%§##         ¨¨¨..=%# dreams #%=..¨¨¨         ##§%*=.¨¨¨
¨¨.=*%§###             ¨.†%########%†.¨             ###§%*=.¨¨
¨.=*%§####                  ¨¨*#*¨¨                 ####§%*=.¨
¨¨.=*%§###                                          ###§%*=.¨¨
¨¨¨.=*%§##                    ¨.¨                   ##§%*=.¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨.=*%§#                ¨*§###§*¨                 #§%*=.¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.=*%§                   ¨.¨                    §%*=.¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*%                                          %*=.¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*         internal visionary state         *=.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=                                          =.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.            the spirit travels            .¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨             ¨.†%########%†.¨             ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                   ¨=¨                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.                                          .¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=                  a cost                  =.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*                (anecdote)                *=.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*%                                          %*=.¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.=*%§                    ..                    §%*=.¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨.=*%§#                                          #§%*=.¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨.=*%§## i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ##§%*=.¨¨¨
¨¨.=*%§### everything  is completely calm and  dead ###§%*=.¨¨
¨.=*%§#### silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ####§%*=.¨
¨¨.=*%§### slowly  start  to   piece  together   my ###§%*=.¨¨
¨¨¨.=*%§##        consciousness and my body.        ##§%*=.¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨.=*%§#                                          #§%*=.¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.=*%§ then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel §%*=.¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*%   acutely sick. something is =wrong=.    %*=.¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*                                          *=.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=                    ¨¨                    =.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.                                          .¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ there  are circles and crosses inscribed ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ all over  my vision, pressing  in, being ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ almost  hostile. i can feel them squirm, ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.    their internal logic changing and     .¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.= grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like =.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=* language,  sentences i can't  hide from, *=.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*% forcefully  transcribed  in my mind, and %*=.¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.=*%§            doing damage there.           §%*=.¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨.=*%§#                                          #§%*=.¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨.=*%§## then i  realize i  can't  hear  anything ##§%*=.¨¨¨
¨¨.=*%§###      because there's something there     ###§%*=.¨¨
¨.=*%§####    already, droning everything out, a    ####§%*=.¨
¨¨.=*%§### rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's ###§%*=.¨¨
¨¨¨.=*%§##         particular microtonality.        ##§%*=.¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨.=*%§#                                          #§%*=.¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.=*%§                    ..                    §%*=.¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*%                                          %*=.¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=* my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's *=.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=              almost mocking.             =.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.                                          .¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i  feel helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ escape. to crawl  on the floor searching ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ relief, such is my nature.  turning  the ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.     lights on does nothing... getting    .¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=  outside does nothing... drinking water  =.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=* does  noting...  but time does  -  after *=.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*%     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     %*=.¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.=*%§ doubting  anything of this  happened  in §%*=.¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨.=*%§#             the first place.             #§%*=.¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨.=*%§##                                          ##§%*=.¨¨¨
¨¨.=*%§### my eyes are still  tense though, scared. ###§%*=.¨¨
¨.=*%§#### i   don't    know    what    to    make. ####§%*=.¨
¨¨.=*%§###                                          ###§%*=.¨¨
¨¨¨.=*%§##              but i'm tired.              ##§%*=.¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨.=*%§#                                          #§%*=.¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.=*%§                    ¨                     §%*=.¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*%                 ..=†=..                  %*=.¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*                    ¨                     *=.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=                                          =.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨. this can  happen if you wander too  far, .¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨              when dreaming?              ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i imagine  a  prick  on the nose, that's ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨. what these are. like  you do with  a cat .¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.= who comes  to close to your  sandwich... =.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*                                          *=.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨.=*%                                          %*=.¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.=*%§                                          §%*=.¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨.=*%§#                                          #§%*=.¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨.=*%§##                                          ##§%*=.¨¨¨
¨¨.=*%§###                                          ###§%*=.¨¨