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,,#,,,,,#, everything is  completely calm and  dead ###,#,,###
,##,,,,### silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,###,#,,#
#,#,,,#,,, slowly  start  to   piece  together   my ,#,,###,##
###,,##,,#        consciousness and my body.        ##,#,,##,,
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,#######,, then  the   fear  hits  me  and  i  feel #,,#######
#,,,,,,#,,    acutely sick. something is -wrong-.   #,#,,,,,,#
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#,,#,,,### there  are circles and crosses inscribed #,#,,##,,#
#,##,,#,,, all over  my vision, pressing  in, being ###,#,#,#,
##,#,##,,# almost hostile. i can feel  them squirm, ,,########
,####,#,#,    their internal logic changing and     ,#,,,,,,,,
#,,,#####, grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like ##,,,,,,,,
#,,#,,,,#, language, sentences  i can't hide  from, ,#,,,,,,,#
#,##,,,##, forcefully transcribed  in my mind,  and ##,,,,,,#,
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#,,##,,#,# then i  realize  i can't  hear  anything ,#,,,##,,,
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######,,#,    already, droning everything out, a    ,#,####,#,
,,,,,#,### rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ###,,,####
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,,##,#,,,#              almost mocking.             #,#,,,,,#,
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###,,#,##, i feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ,,#,,,#,#,
,,#,###,#, escape. to crawl  on the floor searching ,##,,#####
,###,,###, relief, such is my  nature.  turning the #,#,#,,,,#
#,,#,#,,##     lights on does nothing... getting    #####,,,##
#,####,#,#  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,,,#,,#,,
##,,,####, does  noting...  but  time  does - after ,,,##,##,#
,#,,#,,,##     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,,#,##,##,
##,##,,#,, doubting  anything  of this happened  in ,###,##,#,
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,##,##,,#, i  guess?  i shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,#,#,,,#,,
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##,####,## i imagine  a  prick on  the nose, that's ,,,#,#,#,#
,##,,,##,# what these are. like you do  with  a cat ,,#######,
#,#,,#,##, who comes to  close  to your sandwich... ,#,,,,,,#,
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