on the balcony. i'm watching myself. i'm watching the sky. the clouds are rolling by. something is weird, but - the thought moves on. the clouds drift. I INSTALLED AN UNSAFE LIGHT IN THE BATHROOM. yes, this was earlier today. some circuits exposed, could get wet maybe. it doesn't worry me anymore though. inside now. i forget the time easily. the bathroom door is open. i'm watching the sky again, through the kitchen window. why am i looking at the sky? I SAW TWO HELICOPTERS FLYING EAST, TOGETHER. i can't remember why this was important. it's just another thing that used to stress me. there were a lot of those and i like not thinking about them as much. THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, PREVENTING ME FROM EATING. right. this was after the light, probably.