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,&&,,&,,&&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,,,&&&&&,,
&,&,&&,&,&   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,,&,,,,&,,
&&&&,&&&&&   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ,&&,,,&&,&
,,,&&,,,,, the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  &,&,,&,&&,
,,&,&,,,,,                                          &&&,&&&,&,
,&&&&,,,,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,,&&,,&&&,
&,,,&,,,,& ^    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    ^ ,&,&,&,,&,
&,,&&,,,&& ^    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   ^ &&&&&&,&&&
&,&,&,,&,& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,,,,,&&,,,
&&&&&,&&&&                                          ,,,,&,&,,&
,,,,&&,,,&    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,,,&&&&,&,
,,,&,&,,&&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,,&,,,&&&,
,,&&&&,&,&   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    ,&&,,&,,&,
,&,,,&&&&,                                          &,&,&&,&&,
&&,,&,,,&,  inside now. i forget the time easily.   &&&&,&&,&,
,&,&&,,&&&  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ,,,&&,&&&&
&&&,&,&,,&    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,,&,&&,,,&
,,&&&&&,&,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,&&&,&,,&,
,&,,,,&&&&                                          &,,&&&,&&,
&&,,,&,,,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&,,&&,&,
,&,,&&,,,& ^    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    ^ &&&,&,&&&&
&&,&,&,,&& ^     FLYING    EAST,    TOGETHER.     ^ ,,&&&&,,,&
,&&&&&,&,& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,&,,,&,,&,
&,,,,&&&&,                                          &&,,&&,&&,
&,,,&,,,&&      i can't remember why this was       ,&,&,&&,&&
&,,&&,,&,& important. it's just another thing that  &&&&&,&&,,
&,&,&,&&&&  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,,,,&&,&,&
&&&&&&,,,,    those and i like not thinking about   ,,,&,&&&&,
,,,,,&,,,&               them as much.              ,,&&&,,,&&
,,,,&&,,&,                                          ,&,,&,,&,&
,,,&,&,&&& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &&,&&,&&&&
,,&&&&&,,, ^ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, ^ ,&&,&&,,,&
,&,,,,&,,, ^   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   ^ &,&&,&,,&&
&&,,,&&,,& ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &&,&&&,&,&
,&,,&,&,&&                                          ,&&,,&&&&,
&&,&&&&&,,     right. this was after the light,     &,&,&,,,&,
,&&,,,,&,,                 probably.                &&&&&,,&&&
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