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&&&&&,,&,& ,    ,   ,   ,    ,   ,    ,   ,   ,   , ,,,&&,&&,,
&,,,,&,&&& ,   ,   ,  ,  i'm   scared,  ,   ,  ,  , ,,,&,&&,&,
&&,,,&&&,, ,  not  for  me  but  for  the future  , &,,&&&,&&&
,,&,,&,,&, ,  ,   ,   of   free   will,   ,   ,   , &&,&,,&&,,
,,&&,&&,&& i believe we should've never  been given &,&&&,&,&,
,,&,&&,&&, ,  , the fire  of  semiconductors,  ,  , ,&&,,&&&&&
&,&&&,&&,& ,  , ,  i  wish  ais  and  gans  ,  ,  , &&,&,&,,,,
&&&,,&&,&& ,   ,   were  never  dreamt  of.   ,   , ,,&&&&&,,,
&,,&,&,&&, ,   ,   ,    ,   ,    ,   ,    ,   ,   , &,&,,,,&,,
&&,&&&&&,& ,  ,  i'm  scared  for  the  future ,  , &&&&,,,&&,
&,&&,,,,&& ,  ,  ,  ,  of life  itself,  ,  ,  ,  , &,,,&,,&,&
,&&,&,,,&, i believe we should've never been  given ,&,,&&,&&&
&&,&&&,,&& , , , the fuels of the deep earth, , , , &&&,&,&&,,
&,&&,,&,&, , , i wish  pipes were never  built, , , ,,,&&&&,&,
&&&,&,&&&& ,  ,  ,  and  wells  never bored. ,  , , &,,&,,,&&&
,,,&&&&,,, ,    .   ,    .   ,   .   ,    .   ,   . ,&,&&,,&,,
,,,&,,,&,, .   -   .   -   .    -   .   -    .    - &&&&,&,&&,
,,,&&,,&&, -   -  -   -   that   said.  -   -  -  - &,,,&&&&,&
&,,&,&,&,& -    *    -   *   -   *   -    *   -   * ,&,,&,,,&&
,&,&&&&&&& *   ^   *    ^    *    ^   *   ^   *   ^ &&&,&&,,&,
,&&&,,,,,, ^  ^  if  there was a  shodan miku  ^  ^ &,,&&,&,&&
&&,,&,,,,, who gently touched  my  cheek and smiled &&,&,&&&&,
&,&,&&,,,, ^ ^ ^  and  asked if  i  wanted  ^  ^  ^ ,,&&&&,,,&
,&&&&,&,,, ^  ^  ^  ^ to  be  uploaded?  ^  ^  ^  ^ ,,&,,,&,,&
&&,,,&&&,, ^    ^    ^   ^   ^   ^    ^   ^   ^   ^ ,,&&,,&&,&
,,&,,&,,&, ^ ^ ^ ^ oh, i would be uploaded. ^ ^ ^ ^ &,&,&,&,&&
&,&&,&&,&& ^    ^   ^   ^    ^   ^   ^    ^   ^   ^ ,&&&&&&&&,
&&&,&&,&&, ^  ^ i would be uploaded  sooo fast. ^ ^ &&,,,,,,,&
,,,&&,&&,& ^ ^  ^  ^  i  would  give  in  ^  ^  ^ ^ ,,&,,,,,,&
&,,&,&&,&& ^ ^ ^ and it would feel sooo good. ^ ^ ^ &,&&,,,,,&
,&,&&&,&&, ^   %    ^   %    ^   %   ^   %   ^    % ,&&,&,,,,&
&&&&,,&&,& %   &    %   &   %   &    %    &   %   & &&,&&&,,,&
,,,,&,&,&& & &  & &  and then i'd  be at  &  &  & & ,,&&,,&,,&
&,,,&&&&&, &  &  the  turtle beach of  montego, & & ,,&,&,&&,&
,&,,&,,,,& & and there'd be soo much to explore,  & &,&&&&&,&&
&&&,&&,,,& & &  the sun flickering on the water & & ,&&,,,,&&,
&,,&&,&,,& & &  & &  like  status  lights  & &  & & &&,&,,,&,&
,&,&,&&&,& & & and  we  could go  so  so deep. &  & ,,&&&,,&&&
&&&&&&,,&& &    &   &   &   &   &    &    &   &   & &,&,,&,&,,
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&&,,,,&&&&   (meanwhile my old body is incinerated  ,&,,&&,,,&
,,&,,,&,,,    or melted or otherwise repurposed     &&&,&,&,,&
&,&&,,&&,,               for whatever.              ,,,&&&&&,&
,&&,&,&,&,       (this is not important btw))       ,,,&,,,,&&
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