,,,,,&,,&,                                          ,&,,,&&&,,
,,,,&&,&&,                                          &&,,&,,&,,
,,,&,&&,&&                                          ,&,&&,&&,,
,,&&&,&&,&                                          &&&,&&,&,,
,&,,&&,&&&                                          ,,&&,&&&,,
&&,&,&&,,& #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,&,&&,,&,,
,&&&&,&,&&             ,             ,              &&&,&,&&,&
&,,,&&&&,,              , the dream  ,              ,,&&&&,&&&
&,,&,,,&,&          , of being swallowed ,          ,&,,,&&,,,
&,&&,,&&&&             , by the beast. ,            &&,,&,&,,&
&&,&,&,,,,                  ,   ,                   ,&,&&&&,&,
,&&&&&,,,& #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& &&&,,,&&&&
&,,,,&,,&&                                          ,,&,,&,,,&
&,,,&&,&,& #      inside     ««««««««««««««««     # ,&&,&&,,&,
&,,&,&&&&& ,  an  animal  ,  as  if  , to  be  safe &,&&,&,&&&
&,&&&,,,,&                                          &&,&&&&,,,
&&,,&,,,&,          ,,####@#,,,###,,,###,           ,&&,,,&,,&
,&,&&,,&&& «:,####         «:,###«:,         ####«, &,&,,&&,&,
&&&,&,&,,& «:,####         «:,###«:,         ####«, &&&,&,&&&,
,,&&&&&,&, the  dream  of  resting  inside  another ,,&&&&,,&&
,&,,,,&&&, animal.    thats    how    it    starts, ,&,,,&,&,&
&&,,,&,,&, «:,     with     the     dream,      ,:« &&,,&&&&&&
,&,,&&,&&,          «:,####«:,###«:,####«,          ,&,&,,,,,,
&&,&,&&,&, but this  time i was curious of where it &&&&,,,,,,
,&&&&,&&&, was                               going, ,,,&,,,,,&
&,,,&&,,&, @††            ««««««««««            ††@ ,,&&,,,,&&
&,,&,&,&&& †† ««  ««  «« «« ««  «« ««  ««  «« «« †† ,&,&,,,&,,
&,&&&&&,,,                                          &&&&,,&&,&
&&,,,,&,,& the    first   gate    is    the    lips ,,,&,&,&&,
,&,,,&&,&&                                          ,,&&&&&,&&
&&,,&,&&,, ,   ,  to   get   at   the   throat.   , ,&,,,,&&,&
,&,&&&,&,&                                          &&,,,&,&&,
&&&,,&&&&& to   be  falling  into  the  water,  the ,&,,&&&,&,
,,&,&,,,,, ocean, the void, but it must  be done in &&,&,,&&&&
,&&&&,,,,, the right way - in a very  specific way. ,&&&,&,,,&
&,,,&,,,,,                                          &,,&&&,,&&
&,,&&,,,,, †:::«««««««««««††††:::::::†:««««:::::†:  &,&,,&,&,,
&,&,&,,,,,             :::†††††††::::†«:            &&&,&&&&,&
&&&&&,,,,,     :::†††«««:†«†††«:::†««««†††††††:     ,,&&,,,&&,
,,,,&,,,,,          ::::†:««:††:††††††††††          ,&,&,,&,&&
,,,&&,,,,, †††††††††††††††††††††      ††††††††††††† &&&&,&&&,&
,,&,&,,,,,  it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's  ,,,&&,,&&&
,&&&&,,,,&   slow... graceful... but then it gets   ,,&,&,&,,&
&,,,&,,,&&          too much and you faint.         ,&&&&&&,&&
&,,&&,,&,&    †#::†«::::«:«««««««««««««««†††††††    &,,,,,&&,,
&,&,&,&&&, ††††††††††††† (you will feel very close  &,,,,&,&,&
&&&&&&,,&&                to nature)                &,,,&&&&&,
,,,,,&,&,&    †#::†«::::«:«««««««««««««««†††††††    &,,&,,,,&&
,,,,&&&&&,  ††††††††††††† (you will feel very close &,&&,,,&,&
,,,&,,,,&&     to the beast that is everything)     &&,&,,&&&&
,,&&,,,&,,    †#::†«::::«:«««««««««««««««†††††††    ,&&&,&,,,&
,&,&,,&&,,   ††††††††††††† (only through its help)  &,,&&&,,&&
&&&&,&,&,,   †#::†«::::«:«««««««««««««««†† (very    &,&,,&,&,&
,,,&&&&&,& hard to get here without the aid of the  &&&,&&&&&,
,,&,,,,&&&   beast) ††† (state where the human is   ,,&&,,,,&,
,&&,,,&,,&     submerged in the animal) ††† ††      ,&,&,,,&&,
&,&,,&&,&,    (becoming the animal) ††† (forget     &&&&,,&,&,
&&&,&,&&&&  everything else) ††† †† (my soul is the ,,,&,&&&&&
,,&&&&,,,&   beast's soul) ††† (a sludgy sense of   ,,&&&,,,,,
,&,,,&,,&,    satisfaction. it's good) ††† (it's    ,&,,&,,,,,
&&,,&&,&&,   good) ††† †† (breathing heavily) †††   &&,&&,,,,,
,&,&,&&,&&      ††† †† (the two souls will move     ,&&,&,,,,&
&&&&&,&&,&  together) ††† (merge and dissolve) †††  &,&&&,,,&&
,,,,&&,&&,  (collective body) ††† (rearranged and   &&,,&,,&,,
,,,&,&&,&&  reordered) ††† (the individual is not   ,&,&&,&&,,
,,&&&,&&,&               so important)              &&&,&&,&,,
,&,,&&,&&&                                          ,,&&,&&&,,
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,&&&&,&,&&                                          &&&,&,&&,&
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