växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?