växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?