växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?