växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?