växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?