växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?