växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know how  i  let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?