växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?