växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?