växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?