växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?