växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?