växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?