växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?