växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?