växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
              doesn't matter?