växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?