växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?