växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?