växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?