växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i really want  to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?