växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?