.^-=%*@#@# #@#@*%=-^.
..^-=%*@#@ @#@*%=-^..
...^-=%*@# #@*%=-^...
....^-=%*@ @*%=-^....
.....^-=%* *%=-^.....
......^-=% #@.....................................@ %=-^......
.......^-= . . =-^.......
........^- . the dream . -^........
.........^ . of being swallowed . ^.........
.......... . by the beast. . ..........
.......... . . ..........
.......... #@.....................................@ ..........
.........^ ^.........
........^- # inside ---------------- # -^........
.......^-= . an animal . as if . to be safe =-^.......
......^-=% %=-^......
.....^-=%* ..####@#...###...###. *%=-^.....
....^-=%*@ -^.#### -^.###-^. ####-. @*%=-^....
...^-=%*@# -^.#### -^.###-^. ####-. #@*%=-^...
..^-=%*@#@ the dream of resting inside another @#@*%=-^..
.^-=%*@#@# animal. thats how it starts, #@#@*%=-^.
..^-=%*@#@ -^. with the dream, .^- @#@*%=-^..
...^-=%*@# -^.####-^.###-^.####-. #@*%=-^...
....^-=%*@ but this time i was curious of where it @*%=-^....
.....^-=%* was going, *%=-^.....
......^-=% @== ---------- ==@ %=-^......
.......^-= == -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- == =-^.......
........^- -^........
.........^ the first gate is the lips ^.........
.......... ..........
.......... . . to get at the throat. . ..........
.......... ..........
.........^ to be falling into the water, the ^.........
........^- ocean, the void, but it must be done in -^........
.......^-= the right way - in a very specific way. =-^.......
......^-=% %=-^......
.....^-=%* =^^^-----------====^^^^^^^=^----^^^^^=^ *%=-^.....
....^-=%*@ ^^^=======^^^^=-^ @*%=-^....
...^-=%*@# ^^^===---^=-===-^^^=----=======^ #@*%=-^...
..^-=%*@#@ ^^^^=^--^==^========== @#@*%=-^..
.^-=%*@#@# ===================== ============= #@#@*%=-^.
..^-=%*@#@ it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's @#@*%=-^..
...^-=%*@# slow... graceful... but then it gets #@*%=-^...
....^-=%*@ too much and you faint. @*%=-^....
.....^-=%* =#^^=-^^^^-^---------------======= *%=-^.....
......^-=% ============= (you will feel very close %=-^......
.......^-= to nature) =-^.......
........^- =#^^=-^^^^-^---------------======= -^........
.........^ ============= (you will feel very close ^.........
.......... to the beast that is everything) ..........
.......... =#^^=-^^^^-^---------------======= ..........
.......... ============= (only through its help) ..........
.........^ =#^^=-^^^^-^---------------== (very ^.........
........^- hard to get here without the aid of the -^........
.......^-= beast) === (state where the human is =-^.......
......^-=% submerged in the animal) === == %=-^......
.....^-=%* (becoming the animal) === (forget *%=-^.....
....^-=%*@ everything else) === == (my soul is the @*%=-^....
...^-=%*@# beast's soul) === (a sludgy sense of #@*%=-^...
..^-=%*@#@ satisfaction. it's good) === (it's @#@*%=-^..
.^-=%*@#@# good) === == (breathing heavily) === #@#@*%=-^.
..^-=%*@#@ === == (the two souls will move @#@*%=-^..
...^-=%*@# together) === (merge and dissolve) === #@*%=-^...
....^-=%*@ (collective body) === (rearranged and @*%=-^....
.....^-=%* reordered) === (the individual is not *%=-^.....
......^-=% so important) %=-^......
.......^-= =-^.......
........^- -^........
.........^ ^.........
.......... ..........
.......... ..........