växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?