some kind of fever dream where      
 everything  is  politics and a gun fight 
              simultaneously.             
                                          
 we  have  weapons  that  deal damage  to 
 ourselves, or no damage,  according to a 
 weird system  i  never  understand,  and 
 the whole dream  is  about  wanting to 
 understand,  it's  very pressing, it's a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand