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###@&*:«~¨ internal visionary state ¨~«:*&@###
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#@@*«~¨¨¨¨ the spirit travels ¨¨¨¨~«*@@#
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##@@&*:«~¨ a cost ¨~«:*&@@##
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@@&*:::«~¨ i wake suddenly, and for a second ¨~«:::*&@@
@@@@&*:«~¨ everything is completely calm and dead ¨~«:*&@@@@
##@@&*:«~¨ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ¨~«:*&@@##
@@@&::~~¨¨ slowly start to piece together my ¨¨~~::&@@@
@@*«¨¨¨¨¨¨ consciousness and my body. ¨¨¨¨¨¨«*@@
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@@&**«¨¨¨¨ then the fear hits me and i feel ¨¨¨¨«**&@@
@@@*:«~¨¨¨ acutely sick. something is «wrong«. ¨¨¨~«:*@@@
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@*«¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ there are circles and crosses inscribed ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨«*@
##@@&*:«~¨ all over my vision, pressing in, being ¨~«:*&@@##
##@@&*:«~¨ almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ¨~«:*&@@##
##@@&*:«~¨ their internal logic changing and ¨~«:*&@@##
##@@&*:«~¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ¨~«:*&@@##
@@@@&*:«~¨ language, sentences i can't hide from, ¨~«:*&@@@@
##@@&*:«~¨ forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ¨~«:*&@@##
@@&*:::«~¨ doing damage there. ¨~«:::*&@@
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@@@@&*:«~¨ then i realize i can't hear anything ¨~«:*&@@@@
##@@&*:«~¨ because there's something there ¨~«:*&@@##
@@&***:«~¨ already, droning everything out, a ¨~«:***&@@
##@@&*:«~¨ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ¨~«:*&@@##
##@@&*:«~¨ particular microtonality. ¨~«:*&@@##
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##@@&*:«~¨ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¨~«:*&@@##
##@@&*:«~¨ almost mocking. ¨~«:*&@@##
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@@****:«~¨ i feel helpless, but i must try to ¨~«:****@@
##@@&*:«~¨ escape. to crawl on the floor searching ¨~«:*&@@##
##@@&*:«~¨ relief, such is my nature. turning the ¨~«:*&@@##
#@&:~~¨¨¨¨ lights on does nothing... getting ¨¨¨¨~~:&@#
#@@*:«~¨¨¨ outside does nothing... drinking water ¨¨¨~«:*@@#
@@@&&*:«~¨ does noting... but time does - after ¨~«:*&&@@@
##@@&*:«~¨ thirty seconds i'm normal again, ¨~«:*&@@##
##@@&*:«~¨ doubting anything of this happened in ¨~«:*&@@##
###@&*:«~¨ the first place. ¨~«:*&@###
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##@@&*:«~¨ my eyes are still tense though, scared. ¨~«:*&@@##
##@@&*:«~¨ i don't know what to make. ¨~«:*&@@##
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@&:«¨¨¨¨¨¨ but i'm tired. ¨¨¨¨¨¨«:&@
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@@&*:~¨¨¨¨ this can happen if you wander too far, ¨¨¨¨~:*&@@
##@@&*:«~¨ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ¨~«:*&@@##
@*::«~¨¨¨¨ when dreaming? ¨¨¨¨~«::*@
##@@&*:«~¨ i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ¨~«:*&@@##
@*:~¨¨¨¨¨¨ what these are. like you do with a cat ¨¨¨¨¨¨~:*@
##@@&*:«~¨ who comes to close to your sandwich... ¨~«:*&@@##
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