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,,,,,,,:-= ,:=%#@####@#%=:, =-:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,:-=† ,,,::-%@ Dreams @%-::,,, †=-:,,,,,,
,,,,,:-=†% ,:=%#@####@#%=:, %†=-:,,,,,
,,,,:-=†%@ ,,†#†,, @%†=-:,,,,
,,,:-=†%@# #@%†=-:,,,
,,:-=†%@#@ ,:, @#@%†=-:,,
,:-=†%@#@# ,†@@#@@†, #@#@%†=-:,
,,:-=†%@#@ ,:, @#@%†=-:,,
,,,:-=†%@# #@%†=-:,,,
,,,,:-=†%@ Internal Visionary State @%†=-:,,,,
,,,,,:-=†% %†=-:,,,,,
,,,,,,:-=† The Spirit Travels †=-:,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,:- ,:=%#@####@#%=:, -:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: ,-, :,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, A Cost ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, (Anecdote) ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, I Wake Suddenly, And For A Second ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Everything Is Completely Calm And Dead ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Silent. It'S Dark, And Warm, And I ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: Slowly Start To Piece Together My :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:- Consciousness And My Body. -:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:-= =-:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,:-=† Then The Fear Hits Me And I Feel †=-:,,,,,,
,,,,,:-=†% Acutely Sick. Something Is -Wrong-. %†=-:,,,,,
,,,,:-=†%@ @%†=-:,,,,
,,,:-=†%@# ,, #@%†=-:,,,
,,:-=†%@#@ @#@%†=-:,,
,:-=†%@#@# There Are Circles And Crosses Inscribed #@#@%†=-:,
,,:-=†%@#@ All Over My Vision, Pressing In, Being @#@%†=-:,,
,,,:-=†%@# Almost Hostile. I Can Feel Them Squirm, #@%†=-:,,,
,,,,:-=†%@ Their Internal Logic Changing And @%†=-:,,,,
,,,,,:-=†% Grinding Trenches In My Mind. It'S Like %†=-:,,,,,
,,,,,,:-=† Language, Sentences I Can'T Hide From, †=-:,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:-= Forcefully Transcribed In My Mind, And =-:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:- Doing Damage There. -:,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, Then I Realize I Can'T Hear Anything ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Because There'S Something There ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Already, Droning Everything Out, A ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Rapid Melody, Almost Caustic In It'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Particular Microtonality. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, My Surroundings Are Entirely Calm. It'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: Almost Mocking. :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:- -:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:-= I Feel Helpless, But I Must Try To =-:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,:-=† Escape. To Crawl On The Floor Searching †=-:,,,,,,
,,,,,:-=†% Relief, Such Is My Nature. Turning The %†=-:,,,,,
,,,,:-=†%@ Lights On Does Nothing... Getting @%†=-:,,,,
,,,:-=†%@# Outside Does Nothing... Drinking Water #@%†=-:,,,
,,:-=†%@#@ Does Noting... But Time Does - After @#@%†=-:,,
,:-=†%@#@# Thirty Seconds I'M Normal Again, #@#@%†=-:,
,,:-=†%@#@ Doubting Anything Of This Happened In @#@%†=-:,,
,,,:-=†%@# The First Place. #@%†=-:,,,
,,,,:-=†%@ @%†=-:,,,,
,,,,,:-=†% My Eyes Are Still Tense Though, Scared. %†=-:,,,,,
,,,,,,:-=† I Don'T Know What To Make. †=-:,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:-= =-:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:- But I'M Tired. -:,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, This Can Happen If You Wander Too Far, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, I Guess? I Shouldn'T Be So Reckless ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, When Dreaming? ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, I Imagine A Prick On The Nose, That'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, What These Are. Like You Do With A Cat ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: Who Comes To Close To Your Sandwich... :,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,:-= =-:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,:-=† †=-:,,,,,,
,,,,,:-=†% %†=-:,,,,,
,,,,:-=†%@ @%†=-:,,,,
,,,:-=†%@# #@%†=-:,,,