stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point a  lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out