stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to  numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this point a  lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way    out