växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?