växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?