växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?