växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?