växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?