växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?