växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?