växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?