växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?