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.&.&.&&&&& the apartment smells of old  coffee  and &&&.&&&.&&
&&&&&..... sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it ..&&..&&.&
....&..... get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. .&.&.&.&&.
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..&.&...&. i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room ......&&&.
.&&&&..&&& changes shape a  lot. right now  there's .....&..&.
&...&.&... a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i ....&&.&&.
&..&&&&...    experiment with different colored     ...&.&&.&&
&.&...&...       lights. i'm learning things.       ..&&&.&&..
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..&.&.&..& my thoughts are  revolving around  time, &&.&.&&&&.
.&&&&&&.&& and the  perception of it. can i make it .&&&&...&.
&.....&&.. rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make &...&..&&.
&....&.&.. it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? &..&&.&.&&
&...&&&&..     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    &.&.&&&&..
&..&...&.. important  - can i make it feel  like it &&&&...&.&
&.&&..&&..              doesn't matter?             ...&..&&&.
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