växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?