växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?