växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?