växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?