växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?