växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?