växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?