växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?