växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?