växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?