växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?