växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?