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.:~:$¤## orange-clad train-climber crew, moving ###&¤$:~:.
.:~::$¤# along the rusty cargo cars like some ##&¤$::~:.
.:~:$¤## species of ferrophage insect. up and ###&¤$:~:.
.:~:$¤## down the train, checking bolts, oiling ###&¤$:~:.
.:~:$¤## joints, drinking coffee, smoking ###&¤$:~:.
....::¤& cigarettes. #&&¤::....
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...~~::$ we were going south through finland at #&$::~~...
.:~:$### the time, sleeping close to the ####&$:~:.
....::$$&& furnace, watching the aurora borealis. &&$$::....
.:~:$¤## twenty-something members of the crew, ###&¤$:~:.
.:~~~~$& most of which were mechanics, or #&&$~~~~:.
.:~:$¤## loaders, with large and hairy hands ###&¤$:~:.
...:~~$$ that could swallow my entire body. and #&$$~~:...
.:~:¤### me featuring as the cute and asocial ####&¤:~:.
:~:$¤### radio operator, stationed in the back ####&¤$:~:
.:~:$¤## of the kilometer-long train, which ###&¤$:~:.
.:~:$¤## served me good and well. ###&¤$:~:.
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.....:::¤# and then one night, there's a missile. #¤:::.....
..:::~:¤ we would routinely pick up new cars at #&¤:~:::..
.....:~:¤& the tail, and drop some off, as a way &¤:~:.....
.:~:$¤## of earning some extra money. but a ###&¤$:~:.
.:~:$¤¤¤ missile, and appearing silently in the #&¤¤¤$:~:.
...::::$$& middle of the night at that? not &$$::::...
.:::::$¤ entirely... comfortable. #&¤$:::::.
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.:~:$$$¤&& i call it in on the walkie-talkie. not &&¤$$$:~:.
.:~:$¤## many others awake, they know nothing ###&¤$:~:.
.:~:$¤## about it, and appear concerned as well. ###&¤$:~:.
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.:~:$¤## when i fall awake in the afternoon, ###&¤$:~:.
.....:~$ karl is there, smiling at me. "hey #&$~:.....
.:~:$¤## boy," he says, "wanna help me make a ###&¤$:~:.
.:~:$¤## call?" ###&¤$:~:.
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.:~:$¤## after he's brought me coffee, i dial ###&¤$:~:.
...:::$¤ the frequency from his notebook, and #&¤$:::...
.:~:$¤## after a while there's a reply in ###&¤$:~:.
.....:::¤# pan-slavic. karl laughs and makes a #¤:::.....
..:~~~~$ reply in the same language. even though #&$~~~~:..
....:::¤&& we both have headphones i can't follow &&¤:::....
.:~:$¤## at all, but i hear the word "missile" a ###&¤$:~:.
.:~:$¤## few times. ###&¤$:~:.
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.:~:$¤## i'm almost snoozing again at the time ###&¤$:~:.
.:~:$¤## karl puts down the headphones and slaps ###&¤$:~:.
.:~:$¤## me on my back. "allright boy. i just ###&¤$:~:.
....~$¤& sold a missile." he practically beams #&&¤$~....
.......~$& at me, teeth filed sharp. "wanna make a &$~.......
....:~$$$& detour?" &$$$~:....
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