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.,~†%¤#@## .   .   .    .   .   .   .    .   .    . ##@#¤%†~,.
.,~†%%%%## .  .  .  .   i'm   scared,  .   .  .   . ##%%%%†~,.
.,~†%¤#@## . not  for  me  but  for  the  future  . ##@#¤%†~,.
......,~%# .   .   .   of   free  will,   .   .   . #%~,......
.,~†%¤#@## i believe we should've never  been given ##@#¤%†~,.
.,~†%¤#### .  .  the  fire  of  semiconductors, . . ####¤%†~,.
.,~†%¤#@## .  . .  i  wish  ais  and  gans  .  .  . ##@#¤%†~,.
.,~†%¤#@@# .  .  were   never   dreamt   of.  .   . #@@#¤%†~,.
.,~†%¤#@## .   .   .    .   .   .    .   .    .   . ##@#¤%†~,.
....,†%##@ .  .  i'm  scared  for  the  future .  . @##%†,....
....,††¤## .  .  . .  of  life  itself,  .  .  .  . ##¤††,....
.,~†%¤#### i believe we should've never been  given ####¤%†~,.
.,~†%¤#@## . . . the fuels of the deep earth, . . . ##@#¤%†~,.
.,~†%¤#@## .  . i wish pipes were never  built, . . ##@#¤%†~,.
.,~%¤#@### .  . . and  wells  never bored.  .  .  . ###@#¤%~,.
.,~†%¤¤¤## .   ,    .    ,    .   ,   .   ,   .   , ##¤¤¤%†~,.
.,~†††¤#@@ ,   ~   ,    ~    ,    ~   ,   ~   ,   ~ @@#¤†††~,.
.,~†%¤#@## ~   ~   ~  ~   that  said.   ~   ~  ~  ~ ##@#¤%†~,.
.,~†%¤#@## ~   †   ~    †   ~    †    ~   †   ~   † ##@#¤%†~,.
......,†¤@ †    %   †   %    †   %    †   %   †   % @¤†,......
.,~†%¤#@## % %  if  there  was  a  shodan  miku % % ##@#¤%†~,.
.,~†%¤#@## who  gently touched  my cheek and smiled ##@#¤%†~,.
...,~†%¤## % % %  and  asked  if i  wanted  %  %  % ##¤%†~,...
.....~%¤¤# %  %  %  %  to  be  uploaded?  % %  %  % #¤¤%~.....
.,~†%¤#@## %    %   %   %   %   %    %   %   %    % ##@#¤%†~,.
....~%%#@# % % % % oh, i would be uploaded. % % % % #@#%%~....
.,~†¤#@### %   %   %   %    %   %   %    %   %    % ###@#¤†~,.
...,~†¤¤¤@ % % i  would be uploaded sooo fast. %  % @¤¤¤†~,...
.,~†%¤#@@@ %  % %  % i  would  give  in  %  %  %  % @@@#¤%†~,.
.,~†%¤#@## % % % and it would feel sooo good. % % % ##@#¤%†~,.
....,†%¤#@ %   ¤    %   ¤    %   ¤   %   ¤   %    ¤ @#¤%†,....
.,~†%¤#@## ¤    #   ¤   #   ¤   #    ¤    #   ¤   # ##@#¤%†~,.
.,~†%¤#@## # # # #  and  then  i'd be at #  #  #  # ##@#¤%†~,.
.,~†%¤#@## # # the  turtle  beach  of montego,  # # ##@#¤%†~,.
.,~†%¤#@## # and there'd be soo  much to explore, # ##@#¤%†~,.
.,~~~~†%¤# # # the sun flickering on the water  # # #¤%†~~~~,.
.,~†%¤¤¤@@ #  # #  #  like  status lights #  # #  # @@¤¤¤%†~,.
.,~†%¤@### # # and we  could  go so  so deep.  #  # ###@¤%†~,.
.,~†%¤#@## #   #   #   #    #    #   #   #    #   # ##@#¤%†~,.
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...,,~†¤##  (meanwhile my old body is incinerated   ##¤†~,,...
.,~†%¤#@@#     or melted or otherwise repurposed    #@@#¤%†~,.
.....,††%#               for whatever.              #%††,.....
.,~†%¤#@##       (this is not important btw))       ##@#¤%†~,.
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