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,.,,~«^\%@ pine arcades that were planted and @%\^«~,,.,
,.=/*^$@¶# forgotten. wild boars roaming #¶@$^*/=.,
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¨.-===§££¤ to west, getting broader and deeper and ¤££§===-.¨
,.¨^-*&£¶# slower as it goes. equisetum grow just #¶£&*-^¨.,
¨,-:=;^%@¶ where the pine hands start to let ¶@%^;=:-,¨
,..¨¨~^^¤# through light, horsemint on the rocky #¤^^~¨¨..,
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,:-††*§@## they had been a swampworld with sylvan ##@§*††-:,
,¨¨¨,»«=§¤ water, stone rings and floating moss. ¤§=«»,¨¨¨,
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¨,«*^**†&@ on the southern shores until i got @&†**^*«,¨
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.,~†***§£# ground, in shoulder-high grass, with an #£§***†~,.
¨,.¨~::%¶# orange tin radio and a translucent #¶%::~¨.,¨
¨.^~;$^#£@ umbrella which i'm sitting on. @£#^$;~^.¨
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,-=†*%*†*¤ to get up, still looking at the ¤*†*%*†=-,
,.¨.,*§*$# direction of sound rather than at my #$*§*,.¨.,
..«\^@¤@## hands, who are busy putting things in ##@¤@^\«..
.¨,,-«:†$# my pockets. #$†:«-,,¨.
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,.,-*;\%¶# clearing where you at first can spot #¶%\;*-,.,
¨-~*^%¤### the house, not yet really in the ###¤%^*~-¨
,..,,«/&&£ backyard. from my pockets i retrieve my £&&/«,,..,
,~=\**§£## radio (now dented) but also a small ##£§**\=~,
¨,»*§§#@@# clay figure i've never seen before. it #@@#§§*»,¨
.^-;§$§### must have been laying in the wet dirt, ###§$§;-^.
.~»\§%#### and i must've picked it up with my ####%§\»~.
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,¨¨..,¨~%# roughly seven centimeters long. it's #%~¨,..¨¨,
,,=;*$§¤£@ freshly made, not yet completely dried. @£¤§$*;=,,
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,¨.,:~-^¤£ my mom is here now. i ask her for some £¤^-~:,.¨,
,~.»«$%%=# particle board for it to dry on, but #=%%$«».~,
.¨¨¨,,¨-=@ she is worried and wants me to @=-¨,,¨¨¨.
,,«†^%@¶## throw it away. ##¶@%^†«,,
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