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@@,,@@,,,, , the dream , @,,,@,,@,@
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@@@@@@,,,, , by the beast. , @,@,@@,,@,
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@,,,,,,,@, the dream of resting inside another ,@,@@@,@,@
@,,,,,,@@, animal. thats how it starts, @@@,,@@@@,
@,,,,,@,@, ~:, with the dream, ,:~ ,,@,@,,,@@
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@,,,@,,,,, but this time i was curious of where it @,,,@,@@,@
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@,,,,,,,,, to be falling into the water, the ,,@@@,@@@,
@,,,,,,,,@ ocean, the void, but it must be done in ,@,,@@,,@@
@,,,,,,,@, the right way - in a very specific way. @@,@,@,@,,
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@@@@@,,,@@ it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's @,@,@@,,@@
,,,,@,,@,@ slow... graceful... but then it gets @@@@,@,@,,
,,,@@,@@@@ too much and you faint. ,,,@@@@@,,
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,@@@,@,,,, ============= (you will feel very close ,@@,,,@@,,
@,,@@@,,,@ to nature) @,@,,@,@,,
@,@,,@,,@@ =#::=~::::~:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~======= @@@,@@@@,@
@@@,@@,@,@ ============= (you will feel very close ,,@@,,,@@,
,,@@,@@@@@ to the beast that is everything) ,@,@,,@,@@
,@,@@,,,,@ =#::=~::::~:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~======= @@@@,@@@,@
@@@,@,,,@@ ============= (only through its help) ,,,@@,,@@@
,,@@@,,@,@ =#::=~::::~:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~== (very ,,@,@,@,,,
,@,,@,@@@@ hard to get here without the aid of the ,@@@@@@,,,
@@,@@@,,,@ beast) === (state where the human is @,,,,,@,,,
,@@,,@,,@, submerged in the animal) === == @,,,,@@,,@
@,@,@@,@@@ (becoming the animal) === (forget @,,,@,@,@@
@@@@,@@,,, everything else) === == (my soul is the @,,@@@@@,,
,,,@@,@,,, beast's soul) === (a sludgy sense of @,@,,,,@,@
,,@,@@@,,, satisfaction. it's good) === (it's @@@,,,@@@@
,@@@,,@,,, good) === == (breathing heavily) === ,,@,,@,,,@
@,,@,@@,,@ === == (the two souls will move ,@@,@@,,@@
@,@@@,@,@@ together) === (merge and dissolve) === @,@@,@,@,,
@@,,@@@@,, (collective body) === (rearranged and @@,@@@@@,@
,@,@,,,@,@ reordered) === (the individual is not ,@@,,,,@@,
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