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.,»:%$§¶@# now, usually  i  feel good (maybe?), but #@¶§$%:»,.
.,»:%$§¶@# this time of  confusion  also  leads  to #@¶§$%:»,.
.,»:%$§§§@ all analyzes ending  in  "useless"  -  i @§§§$%:»,.
.,»:%$§§¶@ was  being  bothered  by something in  a @¶§§$%:»,.
.,»:%$§¶## song or  movie  or book, so i think, how ##¶§$%:»,.
.,»:%$§¶@@ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the @@¶§$%:»,.
.,»:%$§¶@@ purpose of this  process, what  does  it @@¶§$%:»,.
.,»:%$§¶@# consist of...?  and  through the process #@¶§$%:»,.
.,»:%$§¶¶¶ more and  more pieces  falls  off  until ¶¶¶§$%:»,.
.,»:%$§¶@#     i'm standing there with nothing.     #@¶§$%:»,.
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.,»:%$§¶@# reductionist hell -                      #@¶§$%:»,.
.,»:%$§¶@# i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        #@¶§$%:»,.
.,»:%$§¶## bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ##¶§$%:»,.
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....,,:$§§ they cease to be things at all           §§$:,,....
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.,»:%$§¶@@ nothing i can do with triangles. they    @@¶§$%:»,.
.,»:%$§¶¶@ can not shelter me in any meaningful     @¶¶§$%:»,.
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.,»:%$§¶@# and when i can't even anchor myself,     #@¶§$%:»,.
.,»:%$§¶@# when i am nothing but the question, it   #@¶§$%:»,.
.,»:%$§¶## feels like it can all slip through my    ##¶§$%:»,.
.,»::%$$§@ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    @§$$%::»,.
.,»:%$§¶@@ was after that.                          @@¶§$%:»,.
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