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,,,«†*¤### now,  usually i  feel good (maybe?), but ###¤*†«,,,
,,,,«†*¤## this  time  of confusion  also  leads to ##¤*†«,,,,
,,,,,«†*¤# all analyzes ending  in  "useless"  -  i #¤*†«,,,,,
,,,,,,«†*¤ was  being  bothered  by something  in a ¤*†«,,,,,,
,,,,,,,«†* song or movie  or book,  so i think, how *†«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,«† would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the †«,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,« purpose  of this process,  what does  it «,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,«† consist  of...? and through  the process †«,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,«†* more  and  more  pieces falls  off until *†«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,«†*¤     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¤*†«,,,,,,
,,,,,«†*¤#                                          #¤*†«,,,,,
,,,,«†*¤## reductionist hell -                      ##¤*†«,,,,
,,,«†*¤### i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ###¤*†«,,,
,,«†*¤#### bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ####¤*†«,,
,,,«†*¤### abstract they are, the things, until     ###¤*†«,,,
,,,,«†*¤## they cease to be things at all           ##¤*†«,,,,
,,,,,«†*¤#                                          #¤*†«,,,,,
,,,,,,«†*¤ are we just stacked triangles? there is  ¤*†«,,,,,,
,,,,,,,«†* nothing i can do with triangles. they    *†«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,«† can not shelter me in any meaningful     †«,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,« sense.                                   «,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,«†* and when i can't even anchor myself,     *†«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,«†*¤ when i am nothing but the question, it   ¤*†«,,,,,,
,,,,,«†*¤# feels like it can all slip through my    #¤*†«,,,,,
,,,,«†*¤## fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ##¤*†«,,,,
,,,«†*¤### was after that.                          ###¤*†«,,,
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