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...~*§¤§@# off, shower curtains drawn. floor full #@§¤§*~...
....~*§¤§@ of dirty clothes, of garbage, and as i @§¤§*~....
.....~*§¤§ start to unzip my pants, she steps out §¤§*~.....
......~*§¤ of the shower and pushes me to ¤§*~......
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.........~ i wish to be contacted by some ~.........
.......... [god, alien] who would bestow upon me ..........
.......... some incredible power that will set ..........
.......... everything right forever. what i don't ..........
.......... know is that this happens multiple ..........
.......... times per second - they ask me: "when ..........
.........~ you said the world egg was your ideal ~.........
........~* body type, did you mean it"? i answer *~........
.......~*§ "not really, but i can act like it for §*~.......
......~*§¤ you, if you'd like". at this point ¤§*~......
.....~*§¤§ however they have already erased my §¤§*~.....
....~*§¤§@ memory of the encounter and moved on. @§¤§*~....
...~*§¤§@# subconsciously, this is where my #@§¤§*~...
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