växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?