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,,,.\$£§@# $ mirage class goth gf $ #@§£$\.,,,
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,,.\$£§@## ##@§£$\.,,
,,,.\$£§@# #@§£$\.,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing @§£$\.,,,,
,,,,,.\$£§ crimes mostly from or in my beloved and §£$\.,,,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ trusted car, and sometimes my mothers @§£$\.,,,,
,,,.\$£§@# barn. we lived just outside town, a #@§£$\.,,,
,,.\$£§@## grove at the end of a dirt road, and ##@§£$\.,,
,.\$£§@### the barn was placed so you could just ###@§£$\.,
,,.\$£§@## make out the surrounding fields through ##@§£$\.,,
,,,.\$£§@# the trees. #@§£$\.,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ @§£$\.,,,,
,,,,,.\$£§ my car was black and loud, both the §£$\.,,,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ engine and the way the parts didn't @§£$\.,,,,
,,,.\$£§@# really stick together. i took my #@§£$\.,,,
,,.\$£§@## crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ##@§£$\.,,
,.\$£§@### eternal dark that seemed to surround ###@§£$\.,
,,.\$£§@## us. she seemed to cast this veil over ##@§£$\.,,
,,,.\$£§@# everything. her black skirt reached to #@§£$\.,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ her knees but then somehow also back @§£$\.,,,,
,,,,,.\$£§ around, enveloping all my memories of §£$\.,,,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ our time together. @§£$\.,,,,
,,,.\$£§@# #@§£$\.,,,
,,.\$£§@## there was blood everywhere. sometimes ##@§£$\.,,
,.\$£§@### the blood was her red lipstick or her ###@§£$\.,
,,.\$£§@## checkered shirt. she was on television. ##@§£$\.,,
,,,.\$£§@# we did crime, and we made weird #@§£$\.,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ structures in the barn, tall pillars of @§£$\.,,,,
,,,,,.\$£§ dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires §£$\.,,,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ and fairy lights. we would sleep there @§£$\.,,,,
,,,.\$£§@# and drink there and she would go in the #@§£$\.,,,
,,.\$£§@## television. ##@§£$\.,,
,.\$£§@### ###@§£$\.,
,,.\$£§@## and then the sun came out, and she went ##@§£$\.,,
,,,.\$£§@# away. everything changed... i yearned, #@§£$\.,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ and the world became dull around me. @§£$\.,,,,
,,,,,.\$£§ §£$\.,,,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ i stopped doing crime, except when @§£$\.,,,,
,,,.\$£§@# necessarry. things somehow seemed like #@§£$\.,,,
,,.\$£§@## they were allright, moulded in place, ##@§£$\.,,
,.\$£§@### and i loathed it ------ i missed her ###@§£$\.,
,,.\$£§@## so much. ##@§£$\.,,
,,,.\$£§@# #@§£$\.,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ @§£$\.,,,,
,,,,,.\$£§ ~~~~~.., ,..~~~~~ §£$\.,,,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ @§£$\.,,,,
,,,.\$£§@# #@§£$\.,,,
,,.\$£§@## i searched for her, but nobody had any ##@§£$\.,,
,.\$£§@### memories of her. not so much of me ###@§£$\.,
,,.\$£§@## either, from the time we were together. ##@§£$\.,,
,,,.\$£§@# my mother said i kept to myself in the #@§£$\.,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ barn, or in the car. @§£$\.,,,,
,,,,,.\$£§ §£$\.,,,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ sometimes i could still see her @§£$\.,,,,
,,,.\$£§@# flashing by on the tv in the barn. #@§£$\.,,,
,,.\$£§@## everything was black then, for a ##@§£$\.,,
,.\$£§@### moment. i remembered her laugh and knew ###@§£$\.,
,,.\$£§@## we had done crimes together, that it ##@§£$\.,,
,,,.\$£§@# had been real... #@§£$\.,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ @§£$\.,,,,
,,,,,.\$£§ §£$\.,,,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ ~~~~~.., ,..~~~~~ @§£$\.,,,,
,,,.\$£§@# #@§£$\.,,,
,,.\$£§@## ##@§£$\.,,
,.\$£§@### i died by getting shot in the head ###@§£$\.,
,,.\$£§@## while ramming the fence to a military ##@§£$\.,,
,,,.\$£§@# facility. by this time they had been #@§£$\.,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ chasing me for days. i lost control @§£$\.,,,,
,,,,,.\$£§ over the car, crashed it into a rock §£$\.,,,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ wall and flew out the windshield. @§£$\.,,,,
,,,.\$£§@# #@§£$\.,,,
,,.\$£§@## and then i got up, and looked around. ##@§£$\.,,
,.\$£§@### it was dark, where it previously had ###@§£$\.,
,,.\$£§@## been a bright day. around me where ##@§£$\.,,
,,,.\$£§@# dozens of crashed cars, all my car, #@§£$\.,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ some on fire. @§£$\.,,,,
,,,,,.\$£§ §£$\.,,,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ the ground was sticky, red. @§£$\.,,,,
,,,.\$£§@# #@§£$\.,,,
,,.\$£§@## and then i realized that i knew this ##@§£$\.,,
,.\$£§@### darkness. i knew the way the sky ###@§£$\.,
,,.\$£§@## touched the ground. this was her doing! ##@§£$\.,,
,,,.\$£§@# she was here! #@§£$\.,,,
,,,,.\$£§@ @§£$\.,,,,
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