stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why! it seems  too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out