stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to  numb  its will but it only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out