stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out