stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no    way   out