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...&&&..&. this  body is stressed  and i don't know ..&&&&.&..
..&..&.&&. why! it seems too slow  for  my taste? i .&...&&&..
.&&.&&&.&. try  to numb its will but  it only  gets &&..&..&..
&.&&..&&&. more  frightened by  its  own existence. .&.&&.&&..
&&.&.&..&. at  this  point a lot  of my subconcious &&&.&&.&.&
.&&&&&.&&&             is just screams.             ..&&.&&&&.
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&...&.&.&. i  play  with the though of sedating it, &&&.&..&&&
&..&&&&&&. but   decide  that   it  will   probably ..&&&.&...
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