stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb  its will  but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way    out