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§§§§¨¨¨§¨¨                                          §§¨¨§§§§¨¨
¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨§                 ¨¨%#%¨¨                  §¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨             ¨.;%########%;.¨             ¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§§
¨§§§§§¨¨¨§         ¨¨¨..~%# dreams #%~..¨¨¨         ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨             ¨.;%########%;.¨             §§§§¨¨¨¨§§
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§                 ¨¨%#%¨¨                  ¨§§¨¨§§¨¨¨
§§¨¨¨§§§¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§                    ¨.¨                   §§§§§§§¨¨§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                ¨%§###§%¨                 §§§§§§¨¨¨¨
§§§§§§§§§§                    ¨.¨                   ¨§§§§¨¨§§§
§§§§§§§§§§                                          ¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§§
§§§§§§§§§§         internal visionary state         ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§
§§§§§§§§§§                                          §§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§§§§§§§§§            the spirit travels            ¨§§¨¨§§§§¨
¨¨§§§§§§§¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨
§¨¨§§§§§¨¨             ¨.;%########%;.¨             ¨§§§§¨¨¨¨§
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§                    ¨~¨                   ¨¨§§¨¨§§¨¨
§§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨§§¨                  a cost                  ¨¨§§§§§§¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨                (anecdote)                §¨¨§§§§¨¨¨
§§¨¨§¨¨§§§                                          ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§                    ..                    ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨¨§§§§§¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨§§§§¨¨
§¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨ i  wake  suddenly,  and   for  a  second §§§¨¨§§¨¨§
¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§§ everything is completely calm  and  dead §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨§§ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i §¨¨§§§§§§§
§§¨¨§§§¨¨§ slowly  start  to   piece   together  my ¨¨¨¨§§§§§§
§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨        consciousness and my body.        §§§¨¨§§§§§
¨¨§§¨¨¨§§¨                                          §§¨¨¨¨§§§§
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨ then  the  fear  hits  me  and  i   feel §¨¨§§¨¨§§¨
§§§§¨¨¨§§¨   acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          §§§§§§§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§                    ¨¨                    ¨§§§§§§§¨¨
§§§§§§¨¨§§                                          ¨¨§§§§§¨¨§
§§§§§¨¨¨¨¨ there are circles and crosses  inscribed §¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨§§§¨¨§§§§ all  over my vision, pressing  in, being ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§§ almost hostile.  i can feel them squirm, ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨¨¨§§¨¨§§    their internal logic changing and     ¨¨¨¨§§§§§§
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ grinding trenches in  my mind. it's like §§§¨¨§§§§§
¨¨¨¨§§§§¨¨ language, sentences i can't  hide  from, §§¨¨¨¨§§§¨
§§§¨¨§§¨¨§ forcefully transcribed in  my mind,  and §¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨           doing damage there.            ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§§§§¨                                          ¨§§§§§§§§§
¨§¨¨§§§§¨¨ then  i realize  i  can't hear  anything ¨¨§§§§§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§     because there's something there      ¨¨¨§§§§§¨¨
§§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨    already, droning everything out, a    §§¨¨§§§¨¨§
§§§¨¨§§§§¨ rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨         particular microtonality.        §§§§¨¨¨§§¨
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨                                          §§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨¨¨§§§§                    ..                    §§¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨§§¨¨§§¨                                          ¨¨¨§§§¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's §§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§§§§§§§              almost mocking.             ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨
¨¨§§§§§§§§                                          §§§§§¨¨¨¨§
¨¨¨§§§§§§§ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try to §§§§¨¨§§¨¨
§§¨¨§§§§§§ escape.  to crawl on the floor searching §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨§§§§¨ relief,  such is  my nature. turning the ¨§¨¨§§§§¨¨
¨¨§§¨¨§§¨¨     lights on does nothing... getting    ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  §§§§¨¨¨¨§§
¨¨§§§§§§§§ does  noting...  but  time does -  after §§§¨¨§§¨¨§
¨¨¨§§§§§§¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨§§§§¨¨ doubting anything of  this  happened  in ¨¨¨§§§§§§§
§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§             the first place.             ¨§¨¨§§§§§§
¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨§§§§§
¨¨¨¨¨§§§§¨ my  eyes are still tense though, scared. ¨§§§¨¨§§§¨
§§§§¨¨§§¨¨ i    don't    know    what   to    make. ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§§¨¨              but i'm tired.              §§§¨¨¨¨§§§
¨§§¨¨§§¨¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                    ¨                     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§§§§§§§§§                  ..~;~..                 §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§                     ¨                    §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§                                          §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ this can  happen if you wander too  far, §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so reckless §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§              when dreaming?              §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ i  imagine a  prick on the  nose, that's §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ what these are. like  you do with  a cat §§§§§§§§§§
§§§§§§§§§§ who  comes to close  to your sandwich... §§§§§§§§§§
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