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&$$^^^^-,, ,,,,,-$@ dreams @$-,,,,, ,,-^^^^$$&
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#@@&$$^-,, internal visionary state ,,-^$$&@@#
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&$^-,,,,,, the spirit travels ,,,,,,-^$&
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#@@&$$^-,, ,-, ,,-^$$&@@#
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@@@&$$^-,, a cost ,,-^$$&@@@
&$$$$$^-,, (anecdote) ,,-^$$$$$&
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@&$^^---,, i wake suddenly, and for a second ,,---^^$&@
@$$-,,,,,, everything is completely calm and dead ,,,,,,-$$@
@$^^-,,,,, silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ,,,,,-^^$@
@$^-,,,,,, slowly start to piece together my ,,,,,,-^$@
##@&$$^-,, consciousness and my body. ,,-^$$&@##
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@&$^,,,,,, then the fear hits me and i feel ,,,,,,^$&@
&$$^^--,,, acutely sick. something is -wrong-. ,,,--^^$$&
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&&$^^^^-,, there are circles and crosses inscribed ,,-^^^^$&&
##@&$$^-,, all over my vision, pressing in, being ,,-^$$&@##
@@@&$$^-,, almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ,,-^$$&@@@
##@&$$^-,, their internal logic changing and ,,-^$$&@##
##@@&$^-,, grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ,,-^$&@@##
#@@&$$^-,, language, sentences i can't hide from, ,,-^$$&@@#
@@@&$$^-,, forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ,,-^$$&@@@
@&$^---,,, doing damage there. ,,,---^$&@
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@@@&$$^-,, then i realize i can't hear anything ,,-^$$&@@@
#@@&$$^-,, because there's something there ,,-^$$&@@#
##@@$$^-,, already, droning everything out, a ,,-^$$@@##
&$^-,,,,,, rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ,,,,,,-^$&
#@@&$$^-,, particular microtonality. ,,-^$$&@@#
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#@@&$$^-,, my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ,,-^$$&@@#
#@@&$$^-,, almost mocking. ,,-^$$&@@#
&$$^^^^-,, ,,-^^^^$$&
#@@&$$^-,, i feel helpless, but i must try to ,,-^$$&@@#
@@@&$$^-,, escape. to crawl on the floor searching ,,-^$$&@@@
@@@&$$^-,, relief, such is my nature. turning the ,,-^$$&@@@
##@&$$^-,, lights on does nothing... getting ,,-^$$&@##
&$$$$$^-,, outside does nothing... drinking water ,,-^$$$$$&
#@@&$$^-,, does noting... but time does - after ,,-^$$&@@#
#@@&$$^-,, thirty seconds i'm normal again, ,,-^$$&@@#
&$$^,,,,,, doubting anything of this happened in ,,,,,,^$$&
&&&$^,,,,, the first place. ,,,,,^$&&&
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@$$$^-,,,, my eyes are still tense though, scared. ,,,,-^$$$@
&&&$$^-,,, i don't know what to make. ,,,-^$$&&&
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##@&$$^-,, but i'm tired. ,,-^$$&@##
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@&&$$$^-,, this can happen if you wander too far, ,,-^$$$&&@
@@@&$$^-,, i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ,,-^$$&@@@
#@@&$$^-,, when dreaming? ,,-^$$&@@#
##@@&$^-,, i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ,,-^$&@@##
&$$^,,,,,, what these are. like you do with a cat ,,,,,,^$$&
@$$^^,,,,, who comes to close to your sandwich... ,,,,,^^$$@
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