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.&&....&.& INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE .&...&&&&.
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&&&..&...& THE SPIRIT TRAVELS .&.&&..&&&
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&...&.&... I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND ..&...&&.&
&..&&&&..& EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD .&&..&.&&.
&.&...&.&. SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I &.&.&&&.&&
&&&..&&&&. SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY &&&&..&&..
..&.&...&& CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ...&.&.&.&
.&&&&..&.& ..&&&&&&&&
&...&.&&&. THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL .&.......&
&..&&&..&& ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS »WRONG». &&......&.
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.&.&...&.. THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED &&..&.&.&&
&&&&..&&.. ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING .&.&&&&&.&
...&.&.&.& ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, &&&....&&.
..&&&&&&&& THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ..&...&.&.
.&........ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE .&&..&&&&.
&&.......& LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, &.&.&...&.
.&......&& FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND &&&&&..&&&
&&.....&.& DOING DAMAGE THERE. ....&.&..&
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&&...&..&& THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ..&...&&&.
.&..&&.&.. BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE .&&..&..&&
&&.&.&&&.& ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A &.&.&&.&.&
.&&&&..&&& RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S &&&&.&&&&.
&...&.&... PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ...&&...&.
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..&.&.&... MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S &..&..&.&.
.&&&&&&..& ALMOST MOCKING. &.&&.&&&&.
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&....&&&&& I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO .&&.&..&&&
&...&..... ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING &.&&&.&...
&..&&..... RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE &&..&&&..&
&.&.&....& LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING .&.&..&.&.
&&&&&...&& OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER &&&&.&&&&&
....&..&.. DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ...&&.....
...&&.&&.. THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ..&.&.....
..&.&&.&.. DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN .&&&&.....
.&&&.&&&.. THE FIRST PLACE. &...&.....
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&.&.&.&&&. MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. &.&.&....&
&&&&&&..&. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. &&&&&...&.
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....&&&.&& BUT I'M TIRED. ...&&.&..&
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.&&....&.& THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, .&...&&&&.
&.&...&&&& I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS &&..&...&.
&&&..&...& WHEN DREAMING? .&.&&..&&&
..&.&&..&. I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S &&&.&.&...
.&&&.&.&&& WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ..&&&&&...
&..&&&&... WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... .&....&...
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