§§§¨¨¨§¨§§                                          §¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨§§                                          §§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨§¨                                          §§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨                                          §¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨                  ¨¨*@*¨¨                 ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§§§¨             ¨,;&@######@&;,¨             §¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§§         ¨¨¨,,=&# dreams #&=,,¨¨¨         ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§             ¨,;&@######@&;,¨             ¨¨§¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨                  ¨¨*@*¨¨                 §¨¨§¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          §§¨¨§¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                   ¨,¨                    §§§¨¨§¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨                 ¨*§###§*¨                §¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨                   ¨,¨                    ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨         internal visionary state         ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
§¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨                                          §¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨            the spirit travels            ¨§¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§§§¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§¨¨§¨§§             ¨,;&@######@&;,¨             ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨§¨¨¨§§                    ¨=¨                   ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨¨§¨                                          §¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨                  a cost                  ¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨                (anecdote)                ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§                    ,,                    ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§§§¨ i   wake  suddenly,  and  for  a  second ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§§ everything  is  completely calm and dead ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨ slowly   start  to   piece  together  my ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨        consciousness and my body.        ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨ then  the  fear  hits  me  and   i  feel ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨    acutely sick. something is =wrong=.   ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨                    ¨¨                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨ there are circles and crosses  inscribed ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨ all over  my vision, pressing  in, being ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§ almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨    their internal logic changing and     ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§ language,  sentences  i can't hide from, §¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ forcefully transcribed in  my mind,  and §§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨           doing damage there.            §§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ then  i realize  i can't  hear  anything ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨      because there's something there     ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨    already, droning everything out, a    ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨ rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's §¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨        particular microtonality.         §§¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          §§§¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                    ,,                    §¨§§¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨                                          ¨¨§§§¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨ my surroundings  are entirely calm. it's ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§              almost mocking.             ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨                                          §¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨ i  feel helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ¨§¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨ escape. to crawl on the  floor searching ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨ relief, such is my  nature.  turning the ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨§§§¨    lights on does nothing... getting     ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨§¨§§  outside does nothing... drinking water  §¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨§§ does noting... but  time  does  -  after §§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨§¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     §§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨ doubting  anything of  this  happened in §¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨             the first place.             ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§§§¨ my eyes are still tense though,  scared. §¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§§ i    don't   know    what    to    make. ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨              but i'm tired.              §¨¨§¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          §§¨¨§¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨                     ¨                    §§§¨¨§¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨                 ,,=;=,,                  §¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨                     ¨                    ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨ this can happen if you  wander too  far, ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
§¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨ i guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless §¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨              when dreaming?              ¨§¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§§§¨ i imagine a prick  on  the  nose, that's ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§¨¨§¨§§ what these are.  like you do with a  cat ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨§¨¨¨§§ who comes to close to  your  sandwich... ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨¨§¨                                          §¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨