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@,,@@,@,,@                 ,,$@$,,                  ,@,@,,@,@,
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@@@@,,@@,@         ,,,..~£# dreams #£~..,,,         ,,,@@,,,,,
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@,,,@,@,,@         internal visionary state         ,,@,,@,,@@
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@,@,,,@@,,            the spirit travels            @,@@,@@@,@
@@@,,@,@,@                                          @@,@@,,@@,
,,@,@@@@@,             ,.*£@######@£*.,             ,@@,@,@,@@
,@@@,,,,@@                   ,~,                    @,@@@@@@,@
@,,@,,,@,@                                          @@,,,,,@@@
@,@@,,@@@,                  a cost                  ,@,,,,@,,,
@@,@,@,,@@                (anecdote)                @@,,,@@,,@
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@,,,,@@@@,                    ..                    @@,@@@@@@,
@,,,@,,,@,                                          ,@@,,,,,@@
@,,@@,,@@, i   wake  suddenly,  and  for  a  second @,@,,,,@,,
@,@,@,@,@@ everything  is completely  calm and dead @@@,,,@@,@
@@@@@@@@,@ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,@,,@,@@,
,,,,,,,@@@ slowly   start  to   piece  together  my ,@@,@@@,@@
,,,,,,@,,@        consciousness and my body.        @,@@,,@@,@
,,,,,@@,@@                                          @@,@,@,@@@
,,,,@,@@,@ then  the  fear  hits  me  and  i   feel ,@@@@@@,,@
,,,@@@,@@@    acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.   @,,,,,@,@@
,,@,,@@,,@                                          @,,,,@@@,@
,@@,@,@,@,                    ,,                    @,,,@,,@@@
@,@@@@@@@,                                          @,,@@,@,,@
@@,,,,,,@@ there are circles  and crosses inscribed @,@,@@@,@,
,@,,,,,@,, all  over my  vision, pressing in, being @@@@,,@@@@
@@,,,,@@,@ almost hostile.  i can feel them squirm, ,,,@,@,,,@
,@,,,@,@@,    their internal logic changing and     ,,@@@@,,@,
@@,,@@@,@, grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like ,@,,,@,@@,
,@,@,,@@@@ language,  sentences i can't hide  from, @@,,@@@,@@
@@@@,@,,,, forcefully transcribed  in  my mind, and ,@,@,,@@,@
,,,@@@,,,@            doing damage there.           @@@@,@,@@,
,,@,,@,,@,                                          ,,,@@@@,@,
,@@,@@,@@, then i realize  i  can't  hear  anything ,,@,,,@@@,
@,@@,@@,@,     because there's something there      ,@@,,@,,@,
@@,@@,@@@,    already, droning everything out, a    @,@,@@,@@@
,@@,@@,,@@ rapid  melody,  almost  caustic in  it's @@@@,@@,,,
@,@@,@,@,,        particular microtonality.         ,,,@@,@,,,
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,@@,,,,@@,                    ..                    ,@@@,,@,@,
@,@,,,@,@@                                          @,,@,@@@@,
@@@,,@@@,, my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's @,@@@,,,@@
,,@,@,,@,,             almost mocking.              @@,,@,,@,,
,@@@@,@@,,                                          ,@,@@,@@,,
@,,,@@,@,, i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must try  to @@@,@@,@,,
@,,@,@@@,, escape. to crawl  on the floor searching ,,@@,@@@,@
@,@@@,,@,, relief,  such is my nature. turning  the ,@,@@,,@@,
@@,,@,@@,,     lights on does nothing... getting    @@@,@,@,@@
,@,@@@,@,@  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,@@@@@@,,
@@@,,@@@@@ does  noting...  but  time  does - after ,@,,,,,@,,
,,@,@,,,,@     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     @@,,,,@@,@
,@@@@,,,@, doubting  anything  of  this happened in ,@,,,@,@@@
@,,,@,,@@@             the first place.             @@,,@@@,,@
@,,@@,@,,@                                          ,@,@,,@,@,
@,@,@@@,@@ my eyes are  still tense though, scared. @@@@,@@@@@
@@@@,,@@,@ i    don't    know    what    to   make. ,,,@@,,,,,
,,,@,@,@@,                                          ,,@,@,,,,@
,,@@@@@,@,              but i'm tired.              ,@@@@,,,@@
,@,,,,@@@,                                          @,,,@,,@,@
@@,,,@,,@@                     ,                    @,,@@,@@@@
,@,,@@,@,,                 ..~*~..                  @,@,@@,,,,
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@,,,@,@,,@ this can  happen  if you wander too far, ,,@,,@,,@@
@,,@@@@,@@ i  guess?  i  shouldn't be  so  reckless ,@@,@@,@,,
@,@,,,@@,,              when dreaming?              @,@@,@@@,@
@@@,,@,@,@ i imagine  a prick on  the nose,  that's @@,@@,,@@,
,,@,@@@@@, what these  are.  like you do with a cat ,@@,@,@,@@
,@@@,,,,@@ who comes to  close  to your sandwich... @,@@@@@@,@
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