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¨§§¨§¨¨¨¨¨ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS §§§§¨§§§§¨
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§§¨§§¨§§§§ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND §§¨§¨§§§§§
¨¨§§¨§§¨¨¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §¨§§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨§¨¨ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨§§§¨ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨§¨§¨¨§§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨§§§§¨§¨§¨
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§¨§¨§§§§§§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
§§§§§¨¨¨¨¨ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS ~WRONG~. §§¨§¨§§¨¨¨
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¨§§§¨§§§§¨ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED §¨¨¨§¨§§¨§
§§¨¨§§¨¨¨§ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §§¨¨§§§¨§§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §¨§¨§¨¨§§¨
¨¨§§§§§§¨§ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §§§§§§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨§¨ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, §¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨
¨§§¨§§¨¨§¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨
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§§§§¨§§§§¨ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING §§§¨§¨§¨¨¨
§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §¨¨§§§§§¨¨
§§¨¨§¨§¨¨§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ¨§¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§§§§¨§ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S §§§§§¨¨¨§§
¨§§§§¨¨¨§§ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
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§§§§¨¨¨¨§§ ALMOST MOCKING. ¨¨§§§§§¨§¨
§¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨ §¨§¨¨¨¨§§§
¨§¨¨§§¨¨§§ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO §§§§¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨
¨§¨§§§§§§§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §§¨¨§§¨§¨§
§§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §¨§¨§¨§§§§
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER §§§§§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§§¨¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
§¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨ THE FIRST PLACE. §§§¨¨¨¨§§§
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¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §§¨§§¨¨§§¨
¨§¨§§§§§§§ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
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¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨ BUT I'M TIRED. §¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
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¨§¨¨§§§§§§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS §¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨
¨§§¨§¨¨¨¨¨ WHEN DREAMING? §§§§¨§§§§¨
¨§¨§§§¨¨¨¨ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§
§§§§¨¨§¨¨¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §¨¨¨§¨§¨¨§
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ¨§¨¨§§§§¨§
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