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,,^-=$£@##         ,,,^^-$# dreams #$-^^,,,         ##@£$=-^,,
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,^-=$£@###                                          ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@##         internal visionary state         ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@###                                          ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@##            the spirit travels            ##@£$=-^,,
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,,^-=$£@##             ,^=$@######@$=^,             ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@###                   ,-,                    ###@£$=-^,
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,^-=$£@###                  a cost                  ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@##                (anecdote)                ##@£$=-^,,
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,,^-=$£@##                    ^^                    ##@£$=-^,,
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,,^-=$£@## i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@### everything is completely calm  and  dead ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@## silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@### slowly  start   to  piece  together   my ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@##        consciousness and my body.        ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@###                                          ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@## then  the   fear  hits  me  and  i  feel ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@###    acutely sick. something is -wrong-.   ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@##                                          ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@###                    ,,                    ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@##                                          ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@### there are circles and  crosses inscribed ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@## all over my vision, pressing  in,  being ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@### almost  hostile. i can feel them squirm, ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@##     their internal logic changing and    ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@### grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@## language, sentences i can't  hide  from, ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@### forcefully transcribed in  my mind,  and ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@##           doing damage there.            ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@###                                          ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@## then  i  realize i  can't hear  anything ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@###     because there's something there      ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@##    already, droning everything out, a    ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@### rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@##         particular microtonality.        ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@###                                          ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@##                    ^^                    ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@###                                          ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@## my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@###             almost mocking.              ###@£$=-^,
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,^-=$£@### i  feel helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@## escape. to crawl on the floor  searching ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@### relief, such is my nature.  turning  the ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@##    lights on does nothing... getting     ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@###  outside does nothing... drinking water  ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@## does noting... but  time  does  -  after ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@###     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@## doubting anything  of  this happened  in ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@###             the first place.             ###@£$=-^,
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,^-=$£@### my eyes  are still tense though, scared. ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@## i    don't    know   what    to    make. ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@###                                          ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@##              but i'm tired.              ##@£$=-^,,
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,^-=$£@###                 ^^-=-^^                  ###@£$=-^,
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,,^-=$£@## this can  happen if you  wander too far, ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@### i  guess?  i shouldn't  be  so  reckless ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@##              when dreaming?              ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@### i  imagine  a prick on the nose,  that's ###@£$=-^,
,,^-=$£@## what  these are. like you  do with a cat ##@£$=-^,,
,^-=$£@### who comes  to close  to your sandwich... ###@£$=-^,
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