växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?