växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?