växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?