växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?