växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?