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.§§..§.§.§         internal visionary state         .§..§..§.§
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.§§..§.§.§            the spirit travels            .§..§..§.§
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..§.§§.§.§                  a cost                  .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§                (anecdote)                .§..§..§.§
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.§§..§.§.§ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for   a  second .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§ everything  is completely  calm and dead .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§ slowly   start  to  piece  together   my .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§        consciousness and my body.        .§..§..§.§
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.§§..§.§.§ then  the  fear  hits  me  and  i   feel .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§   acutely sick. something is «wrong«.    .§.§§.§§.§
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..§.§§.§.§ there are circles and crosses  inscribed .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§ all over my  vision, pressing  in, being .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§ almost hostile. i can feel them  squirm, .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§    their internal logic changing and     .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§ grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§ language, sentences  i can't  hide from, .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§ forcefully  transcribed in  my mind, and .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§           doing damage there.            .§..§..§.§
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.§§..§.§.§ then  i realize  i  can't hear  anything .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§     because there's something there      .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§    already, droning everything out, a    .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§ rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§         particular microtonality.        .§..§..§.§
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.§§..§.§.§ my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§             almost mocking.              .§.§§.§§.§
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..§.§§.§.§ i  feel  helpless,  but  i must  try  to .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§ escape.  to crawl on the floor searching .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§ relief,  such  is my nature. turning the .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§    lights on does nothing... getting     .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§  outside does nothing... drinking water  .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§ does  noting... but time  does  -  after .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§ doubting anything  of  this  happened in .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§             the first place.             .§.§§.§§.§
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..§.§§.§.§ my  eyes are still tense though, scared. .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§ i    don't    know    what    to   make. .§..§..§.§
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.§§..§.§.§              but i'm tired.              .§..§..§.§
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.§§..§.§.§ this can happen if  you wander too  far, .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§ i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so reckless .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§              when dreaming?              .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§ i imagine a prick  on  the  nose, that's .§.§§.§§.§
.§§..§.§.§ what these are. like  you do with a  cat .§..§..§.§
..§.§§.§.§ who  comes to close to your  sandwich... .§.§§.§§.§
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