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,,,##,#### i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ,,,,,,,##,
,,,#,##,,, everything is  completely calm and  dead ,,,,,,,#,#
#,,###,#,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i #,,,,,,###
,#,#,,###, slowly   start  to  piece  together   my ,#,,,,,#,,
,####,#,,#        consciousness and my body.        ###,,,,##,
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###,,#,,## then  the  fear  hits  me  and   i  feel #,,##,,###
,,,#,##,#,    acutely sick. something is «wrong«.   ,#,#,#,#,,
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,#,#,##### there  are circles and crosses inscribed ,,,,,,,,,#
######,,,, all  over my  vision, pressing in, being ,,,,,,,,,#
,,,,,,#,,, almost hostile. i can feel  them squirm, #,,,,,,,,#
#,,,,,##,,     their internal logic changing and    ,#,,,,,,,#
,#,,,,#,#, grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like ###,,,,,,#
###,,,#### language, sentences i  can't  hide from, ,,,#,,,,,#
,,,#,,#,,, forcefully  transcribed in my  mind, and ,,,##,,,,#
#,,##,##,,           doing damage there.            #,,#,#,,,#
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######,### then i realize  i  can't  hear  anything #,##,,,#,#
,,,,,,##,,     because there's something there      ,##,#,,###
#,,,,,#,#,    already, droning everything out, a    ##,###,#,,
##,,,,#### rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ,,##,,###,
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,,###,,,,, my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's ,####,,,##
#,#,,#,,,,             almost mocking.              ,#,,,#,,#,
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,,,,##,#,, i  feel helpless,  but  i  must  try  to #,,#,#,##,
,,,,#,###, escape. to crawl on the floor  searching ,#,#####,#
#,,,###,,# relief, such is  my  nature. turning the ####,,,,##
,#,,#,,#,#     lights on does nothing... getting    ,,,,#,,,#,
,##,##,###  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,,,##,,##
##,##,##,, does  noting...  but time  does -  after ,,,,#,#,#,
#,##,##,#,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,,,,######
,##,##,### doubting anything  of  this  happened in #,,,#,,,,,
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####,,,###              but i'm tired.              ,,,#,,,,#,
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,##,#,,#,# this can  happen if  you wander too far, ##,,##,###
##,###,### i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless #,#,#,##,,
#,##,,##,,              when dreaming?              #######,#,
###,#,#,#, i imagine  a  prick  on the nose, that's ,,,,,,,###
,,,####### what these are. like  you do with a  cat #,,,,,,#,,
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