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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ orange-clad train-climber crew, moving ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ along the rusty cargo cars like some ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ species of ferrophage insect. up and ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ down the train, checking bolts, oiling ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ joints, drinking coffee, smoking ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ cigarettes. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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†--¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨--†
*†--¨¨¨¨¨¨ we were going south through finland at ¨¨¨¨¨¨--†*
%*†--¨¨¨¨¨ the time, sleeping close to the ¨¨¨¨¨--†*%
¤%*†--¨¨¨¨ furnace, watching the aurora borealis. ¨¨¨¨--†*%¤
@¤%*†--¨¨¨ twenty-something members of the crew, ¨¨¨--†*%¤@
@@¤%*†--¨¨ most of which were mechanics, or ¨¨--†*%¤@@
#@@¤%*†--¨ loaders, with large and hairy hands ¨--†*%¤@@#
@@¤%*†--¨¨ that could swallow my entire body. and ¨¨--†*%¤@@
@¤%*†--¨¨¨ me featuring as the cute and asocial ¨¨¨--†*%¤@
¤%*†--¨¨¨¨ radio operator, stationed in the back ¨¨¨¨--†*%¤
%*†--¨¨¨¨¨ of the kilometer-long train, which ¨¨¨¨¨--†*%
*†--¨¨¨¨¨¨ served me good and well. ¨¨¨¨¨¨--†*
†--¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨--†
--¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ and then one night, there's a missile. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨--
-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ we would routinely pick up new cars at ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ the tail, and drop some off, as a way ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ of earning some extra money. but a ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ missile, and appearing silently in the ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ middle of the night at that? not ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ entirely... comfortable. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i call it in on the walkie-talkie. not ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ many others awake, they know nothing ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ about it, and appear concerned as well. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-
--¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨--
†--¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨--†
*†--¨¨¨¨¨¨ when i fall awake in the afternoon, ¨¨¨¨¨¨--†*
%*†--¨¨¨¨¨ karl is there, smiling at me. "hey ¨¨¨¨¨--†*%
¤%*†--¨¨¨¨ boy," he says, "wanna help me make a ¨¨¨¨--†*%¤
@¤%*†--¨¨¨ call?" ¨¨¨--†*%¤@
@@¤%*†--¨¨ ¨¨--†*%¤@@
#@@¤%*†--¨ after he's brought me coffee, i dial ¨--†*%¤@@#
@@¤%*†--¨¨ the frequency from his notebook, and ¨¨--†*%¤@@
@¤%*†--¨¨¨ after a while there's a reply in ¨¨¨--†*%¤@
¤%*†--¨¨¨¨ pan-slavic. karl laughs and makes a ¨¨¨¨--†*%¤
%*†--¨¨¨¨¨ reply in the same language. even though ¨¨¨¨¨--†*%
*†--¨¨¨¨¨¨ we both have headphones i can't follow ¨¨¨¨¨¨--†*
†--¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ at all, but i hear the word "missile" a ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨--†
--¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ few times. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨--
-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i'm almost snoozing again at the time ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ karl puts down the headphones and slaps ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ me on my back. "allright boy. i just ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ sold a missile." he practically beams ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ at me, teeth filed sharp. "wanna make a ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ detour?" ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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