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###,,####, orange-clad train-climber crew, moving #,,#######
##,,,,##,, along the rusty cargo cars like some ,,,,######
#,,##,,,,, species of ferrophage insect. up and ###,,#####
,,,,,,#### down the train, checking bolts, oiling ##,,,,####
,####,,### joints, drinking coffee, smoking #,,##,,##,
,,##,,,,## cigarettes. ,,,,,,,,,,
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####,,##,, we were going south through finland at ##,,####,,
,##,,,,,,# the time, sleeping close to the ,,,,,##,,,
,,,,####,, furnace, watching the aurora borealis. ####,,,,##
,##,,##,,, twenty-something members of the crew, ###,,##,,,
,,,,,,,,## most of which were mechanics, or ##,,,,,,##
,######,,# loaders, with large and hairy hands #,,####,,,
,,####,,,, that could swallow my entire body. and ,,,,##,,##
,,,##,,##, me featuring as the cute and asocial ,##,,,,,,,
##,,,,,,,, radio operator, stationed in the back ,,,,######
#,,######, of the kilometer-long train, which ###,,#####
,,,,####,, served me good and well. ##,,,,####
,##,,##,,# ,,,##,,##,
,,,,,,,,,, and then one night, there's a missile. ##,,,,,,,,
########## we would routinely pick up new cars at #,,#######
########## the tail, and drop some off, as a way ,,,,######
#########, of earning some extra money. but a ###,,#####
########,, missile, and appearing silently in the ##,,,,####
#######,,# middle of the night at that? not #,,##,,###
######,,,, entirely... comfortable. ,,,,,,,,##
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####,,,,## i call it in on the walkie-talkie. not ,,####,,,,
,##,,##,,# many others awake, they know nothing #,,##,,##,
,,,,,,,,,, about it, and appear concerned as well. ,,,,,,,,,,
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########## @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ ##########
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########## when i fall awake in the afternoon, ##########
########## karl is there, smiling at me. "hey ##########
########## boy," he says, "wanna help me make a ##########
########## call?" ##########
########## ##########
########## after he's brought me coffee, i dial ##########
########## the frequency from his notebook, and ##########
########## after a while there's a reply in ##########
########## pan-slavic. karl laughs and makes a ##########
########## reply in the same language. even though ##########
########## we both have headphones i can't follow ##########
########## at all, but i hear the word "missile" a ##########
########## few times. ##########
########## ##########
########## i'm almost snoozing again at the time ##########
########## karl puts down the headphones and slaps ##########
########## me on my back. "allright boy. i just ##########
########## sold a missile." he practically beams ##########
########## at me, teeth filed sharp. "wanna make a ##########
########## detour?" ##########
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