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@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨         § mirage class goth gf §         @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
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@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ crimes mostly from or in my beloved and  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨  trusted car, and sometimes my mothers   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨    barn. we lived just outside town, a   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨   grove at the end of a dirt road, and   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨  the barn was placed so you could just   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨  make out the surrounding fields through @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨                the trees.                @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨   my car was black and loud, both the    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨    engine and the way the parts didn't   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨     really stick together. i took my     @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨   eternal dark that seemed to surround   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨   us. she seemed to cast this veil over  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨  everything. her black skirt reached to  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨   her knees but then somehow also back   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨   around, enveloping all my memories of  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨            our time together.            @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨  there was blood everywhere. sometimes   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨  the blood was her red lipstick or her   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ checkered shirt. she was on television.  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨     we did crime, and we made weird      @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ structures in the barn, tall pillars of  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨  dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨  and fairy lights. we would sleep there  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨  and drink there and she would go in the @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨               television.                @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨  and then the sun came out, and she went @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨  away. everything changed... i yearned,  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨   and the world became dull around me.   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨    i stopped doing crime, except when    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨  necessarry. things somehow seemed like  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨   they were allright, moulded in place,  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨   and i loathed it ------ i missed her   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨                 so much.                 @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨             =====,,¨ ¨,,=====            @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨  i searched for her, but nobody had any  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨    memories of her. not so much of me    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ either, from the time we were together.  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨  my mother said i kept to myself in the  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨           barn, or in the car.           @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨      sometimes i could still see her     @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨    flashing by on the tv in the barn.    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨     everything was black then, for a     @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨  moment. i remembered her laugh and knew @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨   we had done crimes together, that it   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨             had been real...             @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨             =====,,¨ ¨,,=====            @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨    i died by getting shot in the head    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨   while ramming the fence to a military  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨   facility. by this time they had been   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨    chasing me for days. i lost control   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨   over the car, crashed it into a rock   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨     wall and flew out the windshield.    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨  and then i got up, and looked around.   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨   it was dark, where it previously had   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨    been a bright day. around me where    @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨    dozens of crashed cars, all my car,   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨               some on fire.              @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨        the ground was sticky, red.       @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨                                          @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨   and then i realized that i knew this   @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨     darkness. i knew the way the sky     @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ touched the ground. this was her doing!  @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
@@¨¨@¨@¨@¨              she was here!               @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
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