¨@¨@@¨¨@@@ ¨¨¨¨@¨@@@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@@ ¨¨¨@@¨¨@@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨¨@ ¨¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ §/=====,,,¨ ¨,,,=====/§ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ § § @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ § mirage class goth gf § @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ § § @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ §/=====,,,¨ ¨,,,=====/§ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ crimes mostly from or in my beloved and @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ trusted car, and sometimes my mothers @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ barn. we lived just outside town, a @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ grove at the end of a dirt road, and @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ the barn was placed so you could just @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ make out the surrounding fields through @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ the trees. @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ my car was black and loud, both the @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ engine and the way the parts didn't @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ really stick together. i took my @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ eternal dark that seemed to surround @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ us. she seemed to cast this veil over @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ everything. her black skirt reached to @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ her knees but then somehow also back @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ around, enveloping all my memories of @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ our time together. @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ there was blood everywhere. sometimes @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ the blood was her red lipstick or her @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ checkered shirt. she was on television. @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ we did crime, and we made weird @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ structures in the barn, tall pillars of @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ and fairy lights. we would sleep there @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ and drink there and she would go in the @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ television. @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ and then the sun came out, and she went @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ away. everything changed... i yearned, @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ and the world became dull around me. @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ i stopped doing crime, except when @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ necessarry. things somehow seemed like @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ they were allright, moulded in place, @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ and i loathed it ------ i missed her @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ so much. @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ =====,,¨ ¨,,===== @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ i searched for her, but nobody had any @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ memories of her. not so much of me @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ either, from the time we were together. @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ my mother said i kept to myself in the @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ barn, or in the car. @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ sometimes i could still see her @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ flashing by on the tv in the barn. @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ everything was black then, for a @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ moment. i remembered her laugh and knew @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ we had done crimes together, that it @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ had been real... @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ =====,,¨ ¨,,===== @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ i died by getting shot in the head @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ while ramming the fence to a military @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ facility. by this time they had been @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ chasing me for days. i lost control @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ over the car, crashed it into a rock @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ wall and flew out the windshield. @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ and then i got up, and looked around. @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ it was dark, where it previously had @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ been a bright day. around me where @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ dozens of crashed cars, all my car, @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ some on fire. @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ the ground was sticky, red. @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ and then i realized that i knew this @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ darkness. i knew the way the sky @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ touched the ground. this was her doing! @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ she was here! @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ ¨@¨@@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨ @@¨¨@¨@¨@¨ @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨